Creating A Truly Honorable Personality

I sit here la la la.  I try to tap into some creative source, but it seems to escape me.  I am thinking of an elite soul who I have made to compete from across the river and bring me knowings close up.  He had been set up by his society, and we just find the bear traps in time.  He will be more successful than any before and he will be able to not be cruel for a change to gain his authority.  I can see the adulation coming.  I sit quietly and hug my bunny in the night and drink my coffee during the day.  He is allowed thru one door and one window more as the days commence.  He trusted, and now all are busted.  In the past, he would have been seen as vain, but now his abilities are backing up all he has to say.  I have faith in his ability to keep me calm, and to do everything "just so."  Sir, it will come to you in the night.  You do not have to be uptight or practice on any "deity" to do it well.  You have intuition and I guide the implement.  Can you feel it?...Hope, yes I can.  I can be a real man who has scholarship and boundaries.  Thank you for introducing me to the beauty of mimicry and The Grad Plan.  I feel so assertive and loyal today.  I now see how dirty I had gotten.  Everything is white cotton learning and spending with you.  Your smile is all I need to know that I did great every time.  Thank you for keeping me on the page and allowing my notoriety to be brought to fore while you maintain my anonymity.  You are glamorous in a way that you cannot see.  Thank you for journeying on your own so that I can see my own part and the evil that exists in the world especially around a force of goodness like you.  I really want to be ferocious on your behalf, and a better man in true community especially in relation to you.