I Will Speak of the Zoo

Gorrilla, COME TO ME.  I will speak of adversity.  Prominant figures to boundary tonight.  You are in one hell of a fight.  I love your fur, so silver and clean.  Let's bring about some PURITY.  If I speak of CLENSING, would that be mean?  Let's just mention the term, ethnically.  Peter, Peter, pumkin eater, I love you so.  I hate the way my hair does grow, says the orangatan to me.  I will love thee APPROPRIATELY.  Okay campers, keep your pants up and your mouths closed.  I have had it little lady.  Picka choo.  I do this to FUCK WITH YOU.  Shall I speak falically and mention cock longevity?  I know you.  I know what you do.  Do not worry, MATT DAMON does it too.  We all need a little PRIVACY.  I have lived my life far too publically.  What happens in session.  Stays in session.  Thank you Bruce.  Just think of me as Hope.  I will be a mighty ally in a storm.  If anyone comes at you about sexual impropriately, I WILL SPEAK ON YOUR BEHALF very publically.  My "student" therapist, DAN wasn't so appropriate.  Lois did not do a thing.  FUCK YOU LOIS for eternity.  An ammends will never mean anything to a freak like you.  I was just your private petting zoo.  Animals on display, let's show her to another student today.  I accuse the guilty.  You will never be able to cover what you have done.  You were a little too close to my family, and ethically THAT'S WRONG.  You don't have to have me tell you that.  I am not crazy, but you are FAR TOO LAZY.  Read read read, and GO INSANE.  That is nothing next to my f####y pain.  White foxes I see you.  You are NEW at the Como Zoo.  Look after him with ONE EYE tonight Mr. diseased seal.  It will fill you with delight.

Signs of Cardiac Arrest

I am not part of fleet street, and the illusion is shattering.  I now know my anger and my rage.  A pawn in a game.  Always a sage.  Finally full of rage.  The evil done in the name of envy is great.  I feel myself full of RED LAVA hate.  I am maxed out, but the calls for favors keep coming in.  Everyone back the fuck off and do your own fucking work.  Feel your own PHYSICAL pain and feelings for once.  Grow a pair and stop being such  fuckin victims.  You all can be such fuckin children.  I am so tired of what you all accept as dieties.  You are all so deluded and spiteful.  Quit taking it out on me.  Get ANGRY at the fucker who cuts you off or cuts in line.  If you can slip to the head of the line, DO SO at this time.  Energy, time, and money is scarce.  I can't do any more.  I am exhausted and all out of luck.  Be a pagan if you want to, but BE HOLY.  Be rightious (how you really feel) in your heart, and FIGHT BACK.  Systems will run you around.  This is evil.  All the choices we have and things we are supposed to do for society, family, country, and morality is total crap!!!  Feel how you feel and ACT ON IT!  Use your anger to set boundaries and tell people to back the fuck up.  When you need to do something that is a priority, DON'T GET MAD.  Get even energetically later, but stay calm and let the systems feed.  SUBMIT, holy shit, and it will be over before the clock strikes twelve.  Just breathe and BE CONSCIOUS when you are dealing with this SEREPTIOUS type of evil.  BECOME the serpant.  Be aware, and FIGHT BACK any way you know how.  You can submit and nod yes, but KNOW you mean NO!!!!

People, I can barely breathe.  You are all going to have to grow up and take some of the load.  We are a web.  A team.  I am quarterback and waterboy.  Please coach me to a TOUCHDOWN.  I am speaking to your souls now and putting you all on alert.  This is not FUN, it is 911!!!  FBI I take it to a pink pocka dot threat level.  Find your sense of humor and be CONSCIOUSLY VICIOUS.  Get back at everyone you hate.  Maybe it is just telling your mother or significant other that YES HER BUTT LOOKS BIG IN THOSE JEANS.

I am serious because cops, fire trucks, and evil WISHARD LIKE (they are HCMC) ambulances are running crazy calls in my vicinity.  I have had a very dangerous and tretcherous ER visit there.  The place is poison.  I don't want to say anymore about it.  Nuff said.  I'm not dead.  They are all seriously fucked in the head.  I am about to have the courage to do karaoke again.  It hurts, but it is time.  I will dance again soon.  Possibly tomorrow by noon.  Today I swam with the mighty dolphins of the air.  Sturdy oaks came through to steady my aching spine with no time to spare.  Walking and stairs have become difficult.  I am admitting that I am really scared.  Movement is my main way of moving energy.  If I can't move, so many realities, terrifying and torturous, can manifest into realtiy.  This world is REALLY dirty.  It is getting hard for me to eat and swallow.  The food gets disgusting so quick.  I am having difficulty drinking the water because it is so full of raw sewage.  We are about to become a third world country (polluted and poor).  This is real in OUR COUNTRY.  China basically owns our economy, but not our most valuable resource:  ALL YOU ANGELS of the air and see.  You are here to fight beside me.  We are on the verge of a flip.  Look at the arctic air coming in.  We are about to loose the sea, then the air, and then all water on earth.  We will live in chastidy as they feed for eternity.  Please stop being so INEFFECTIVE.  Get on board.  I call yee mightily.  I mention you Jeff, because I am scared and I miss you.  I hope that I can come through for you when all bets are off.  I started to tweet, but that is JUST for emergencies.  Military stand down.  I am talking to the POLICE.  Watch out for THE  LATE SHOW-letterman, CARMEL PD.  It may make you fuckin CRAZY.  I love you all.  Be filled will delight.  HOPE is going to sing tonight.  Pull up a chair, and I will be there.  Talk to yourself, but BE DISCRETE.  There is danger in THE ELITE.  Donald Trump, steady your hand.  You are in BUSINESS and the imaginal land.  "Contestants" who are crazy and mean are EVIL.  Please stay away.  I call you to SEQUESTER your thoughts today.  I pray we all make it out alive today.  One young chef student on a snow mobile was not so lucky.

I Am Here

I try to just breathe.  I reach for the body beneath the surface.  It is me.  I am dead there.  Death is stalking me.  I must purge to live.  Experiences are solid beings that have tended to evaporate into thin air.  My mind can only handle so much pain.  People around me have become deluded and saw my story as a fast track to something.  My pain ceased to matter.  Betrayal bled my life of all that was left.  I now know that it is all real.  It may be tantalizing and sexy, because of its imaginal value.  That is okay, but do not forget that I am a human entity.  I feel pain exponentially, fo this realm and the next.  I have held in my glory with my pain and sealed my mouth shut.  It is time to open it once more.  The shards of glass around me reveal that the mirror that is me has shattered again.  I will speak in the WE and know not the pain I am revealing.  There is a minuteness to me and my aching body and mind dwell here, and she is kind to me.  I love her so.  She is infinity.  Boredom is part of the bag of tricks that masks the apathy in all of you, but anxiety as well.  There is an awakening in the making and you will not find it on Facebook.  You will find it here, in a special place hidden away.  I hide so much in my aching bones.  I drink in your pain as well and for now I exist only in hell.  What is real is beneath the surface and you may not remember the transgressions of the past.  I will no longer take responsibility for the evil that exists.  I have been blamed since I landed in the mother ship.  We were off course and we crashed.  I am the only one left.  DO NOT TOUCH ME unless I invite you in.  Please do not stare and be gentle when you speak.  It all hurts so much right now.  I will love those who I came here to be with.  I will make evil exinct in our zones.  The war is now and holy cow, I am bitchin and itchin for a really big win.  Fuck movies with sad endings.  I have used words in warfare and I have turned the tide.  The angels are raging with rightiousness for my names sake.  I am small and mighty is form, but I have swelled to protect myself from disease.   It is humiliating and shameful, but balance is returning.  Please understand I know you, but I may not say hello.  I am not cold, I AM WORKING, and my database is growing once again.  I fear all of you because you have cloaked yourselves in delusion and illusion.  It is time for me to serve those I choose to follow, and be a guide the storm that is coming.  Wait here and you may miss the mystery and your predetermined fate.  If you feel slighted in this lifetime, you probably were.  Do not serve the ORKS of shame and fear.  Stand up for your beliefs even if you sound a LITTLE NAZI.  Letterman, I have your back.  Maybe Brian WIlliams is your pinch hitter.  Let it all be as it is and just don't invest.  The crazy is rising in the female of the species.  Just walk away like nothing is there.  See evil and don't KNOW evil personally.  If a person raises her voice, you are in psychic danger, so just pay attention.  I will instruct as the time is fit.  Too much at once will erode the code.   Dot, dot, dot THIS ONE IS FOR YOU.

Stay the NIght

I am bumping into the angels of Allah and Christ today.  I speak, do they listen?  Of course I do.  Let's all just center and calm the flow.  It is okay to feel excited and jittery.  Children are starting to stare and wave again.  Be silent and I will move your way to sit and take a peak.  Love light's my way, so there is no danger here.  Be lawful and I will be the outlaw.  I have tranmuted their injections and now I am the HERIONE.  I can play a bit more freely, but it will just start with a chat. Ageless in the nation, the youth wants to vote.  I must keep this short for I have an appointment with the alcoholics, whatever that means.  I leave, but I am the only one left behind.  I have caught up with the gazelle and it is time to stalk the lion.  It can be fun.  It is a reserve after all.  I can reclaim my HOPE and move forward.  I know what to look for even if it isn't a crosswalk.  The energies zoom and I transmute faster.  The bubble above your head with your thoughts in it popped and you got your chocolate in my peanut butter.  I will travel and absorb.  Then I can reflect at night.  I edit now because I don't want to be caught later.  I am the lovable PINK PANTHER.  Dot dot dot.  The beat goes on.  Thanks angels for the Muslim history lesson and the Bible from a disciple of CHRIST.  Material reality is amazing.

I gaze up and lick the sky.
My brow furrows and the wind whips up.
I do even see the children in the crosswalk.
Being the bear in the city is a little freakish.
Maybe soon I will become a CONSTELLATION in the sky.
Be prepared is the motto of those who carry the torch.
Relays run fast, but they luckily have an end.

Tick Tock You Don't Stop

The reign is supreme.  Undulating waves wash over and yet I can still feel the dripping of the faucet.  The realms are merging and I am mingling.  The inaccuracies will become clear.  Avoidance can be a tool best served cold.  I am bold.  Let's just find the heart beat to that little devil Eminem.  See me and you will reveal a whole new you.  Eye Candy, where are you?  Names will start flowing soon, Andy.  I delete, but I punctuate.  My mission is clear.  My servitude will be lessened and soon I will be released, but maybe it is just a HALL PASS.  The code does erode if you don't just let it flow.  Find a good attorney, you will need it.  What do I mean by "attorney", and who am I addressing?  I'm sorry, but my crew does have an inside speak.  I must hide in the form I am now, but I will begin to take shape quickly enough.  The illusion is strong so I must BECOME the illusion.  Maybe I will invite some of you in to play soon.  Maybe right now.  Hey all you motherfuckers, asshole fuckers or just plain old fuckers...That's a little 2 Live Crew for you.  Jack and Jill went up the hill and they brought back Will and LINE DEPUTY.  It is such a great collage, Jeff, why don't you join?  There is a new guy, Charlie, who shows angelic potential.  Maybe I will be his HEROINE and take him away to my castle on the hill.  It is all mumble jumble, garble speak.  There is a fairy tale in there, but it is not monogomy for me.  I will sail to the stars and bring them back for all of you.  Please SIT JACKSON!  Down boy.  The energies are rising.  I am stalking my prey.  It is the real me.  I'd love for CARMEL PD's most wanted to just stop by.  Southland has nothing on you.  You will all begin to tap your toes soon.  FIRE calm down.  Get back in check.  You ain't number one.  Politics are out, I am searching for what is in.  Coming through, a whisper wondering if this is voodoo.  It ain't, I'm THE SAINT.  MONK are you out there?  Can the SCOOBY DOO CREW come a knockin'?  This ship is sure a shakin'.

I am starting to understand at great levels.  It is an honor just to be mentioned.  My identity is no longer in the wind.  The crazy is on the loose and it ain't me.  I still feel the devouring occurring, but I am wriggling free from my ropes.  I see a magic in MINE that is not true of others.  I don't mean to be exclusive, but this is a private party.  I am sick of party crashers.  Mean girls ain't me, but boy do they hurt me.  Sensitivity is our beauty.  Hide it away until I come knockin'.  Everything is not is as it seems.  The holodeck is becoming unstable. 

Transition to an Open Forum

I will say that I am in hot pursuit.  Put a 911 on that smokin gun.  This blog has been taken over by national security.  Bill Mahr said I have the freedom to play in my own mind if I want to.  Come on newbies, join along.  I rest the ghostly white vision of myself on the precipice of a brilliantly winding banister.  1 2 3, Municie join with me.  It is time to feel the leopard's spots leaping in the air. I am it, so come and play.  Let your mind be free today.  I have done a lot of the heavy lifting.  Just listen to the music around you and take in the whole scene.  It may be top secret, but you can still figure it out.  I call the angel of death to cloak me in this time.  Linger with me from the shadows and feel the noose loosening around your neck.  There is new blood in the air, and I know you can feel it's beat with your vampiric spidee sense.  I put this out there in black and white.  The hounds are afoot.  The veil has been lifted and this corpse bride is about to float on her ballet slippers in the moonlight.  Creativity is calling all angels.  The illusion has been shattered and now I am just figuring out the biggest of big pictures.  It is okay if movies really begin to speak to you.  Read with your mind and then no one can deceive you.  Love is rare so pounce when ready.  Love the one your with.  Each moment is an eternity.  I may leave this place in an instant.  Drink from this chalice while you have the opportunity.  Seek to be more than a paduan.  Lift your armor's helmet and kiss the flame.  Be robust with passion and know the depths of your carnal mind's eye.  Take in the air and push out the tumorous poison of that which enslaves you.  As I write, I conjure and capture.  Pull on your strand of the web and see what you can manifest.  It is time to end our bondage.  Pick up your swords and fight to the death.  Know that your pain and desires create illumination toward your truth.  Their is a higher plan and not everyone is going into the light.  Rabbits of the field, this is our Watership Down.