Blogging Quietly

I joined The YMCA today. I can get to The Downtown YMCA fairly easily. Even their scholarship memberships are pretty expensive. They are $34 a month and a $19 joiner fee. I guess they don't want people in there who live on social security. Scholarship memberships used to be free when I worked there years ago. I feel like the water exercises are helping my back. I am finally filling out my sleep journal. I am at about a week now. The thing with channeling is that I deal with many so deep attachment does not occur. Then there are times that an entity really needs me, so my empathic heart experiences a deeper attachment. I am finding myself in that place at this time. I really like and respect this individual, but I am trying to keep my life as free from complication as possible. Maybe I will have some resolution soon enough. I don't mind living myself with chastity, but sometimes a hug would be nice. I don't really consider myself lonely, more in just a different place. It is best to just stay silent about the whole thing except in these quiet pages here. Fine sir, just know that I hear you and I enjoy the intersections we have at this time. You are really good at what you do. Maybe, one day, we will know what this means. I linger in the hallway of thought today and know that times are scarce, but I know that I have the basics covered, and, for that, I am grateful. I am finding myself at coffee, at Starbucks in Fridley, and there are many people here. Maybe I am afraid to put my heart on the page, so this entry is fairly boring. I must live by such rigid rules so I can speak my mind on the complete list of topics I write about. I will listen to some music, and take in the scene and maybe something will come through.