Geothermal War Sirened By the Success of the Savage Destruction

There is a beckoning toward the reckoning. I am still, but my heart speaks volumes about the turbulent nature of what is the ultimate Godly order. I reach, as a small child, for the hand of Kayne and Job simultaneaously. The beauty of the forest is eclipsed by the nature of the beast. I hear a call that is really a cry in the night for me to wake and answer the chaotic strains of moonbeams in Chili today. I relate to the volcanic ash and cry when I see the morbid sights of ecological war. Sobbing is not in my being today, but I do face the water and bid adieu. Just know that my heart is tsunami in the midst of a hurricane, something that is never to be. I place my feet in the cool stream and love all that the babbling has to say to me.

A Read On My "Community"

I have been enduring some writer's block so I read some of my past entries. Duck duck goose, I see you behind the eyes of Irish men. Be careful when you are being "cute" publicly. I translate, others do not. One quip can leave you on the street, erchants and all. Overreaction around me is quite rampant if you have been helpful at all. An ambulance was here, at the IDS, when I got here. One of the drivers looked a lot like you, but both sent telepathically that they are Irish. I met the people running things at my apartment temporarily. Staff is running like rats from a sinking ship. They seemed like they are large and in charge and will take care of things. Baltimore is just an example of the need for some definite separations in our society and the earthquakes, avalanches, and volcanic eruptions show that people need to stop using their mystical gifts around this society that is a MECCA for it all. 911 Shereef, please come through. I need some help with the Arabs up the street at The Islamic Center. Cops are getting a little edgy. We need to have no disruptions in that way in NE Minneapolis. Riots are just a click away in this society, because there are too many different ethnic groups for this (NE Minneapolis) to be a true community. The cops are Russian and thus they OBSERVE, they stay out of things most of the time. I think that you could do ONE talk (verbalization) at that center and calm all of the ills that exist in the "East".

Northtown Visit

Today I am the Northtown Old Chicago for some Happy Hour specials. I just needed to get out of my apartment complex and vicinity. I decided to be up here instead of downtown Minneapolis. I am watching the CNN footage of The Baltimore riots and it looks like anarchy is reigning again. What a mess. I try to speak from within, but I am disconnected. I feel a great lethargy and I wish to quit it all. I just need to sit back and try to be calm in the midst of it all.

Photographic Memory

A box of photos and photo albums saved for me by a professional sentiment moving corps. A lot of people, so many with popularity and authority who did nothing for this starling in the wind. Chirp chirp, after all of these years that I had categorized in a linear fashion. The pictures exist as a lot of proof and photos missing are further proof. I am here having a difficult time looking at the rapture in the mirror. So ugly and again being forced to gain weight, or the "heavens" would come after me. Lying in my bed, anxiety says that the true garbage is after me again. I exist and I am here, but it seems to not be reality. How many screams can go unheard and how many times can you be tortured for screaming in pain? I have dealt so long with the humans who have no shut off switch. Their ability to go at me for nothing has earned me a prize of peace today. I never wanted it in the first place. I wish for WAR until I can come to be. My ability to believe is wavering and I am tired of having to be around and be nice to people who totally creep me out. Maybe all children should have to take the city bus, by themself for a year. Enough said.

In the Name of the Father

Volcanic eruptions and earthquakes in the Pacific rim are powerful and violent. In Nepal, the earthquake caused an avalanche on Mount Everest. At this time, I am rageful and I appreciate the mirroring in nature. I am doing my best to create, but the negativity coming my way is very strong. I have very little to make it through next week. I feel like those who are public personalities are becoming more real in this world. That may be the shift we all need to see ourselves properly. I openly hold back that which I wish not to see. I am so sick of those who molest being the test in our world of sanity. Their vanity burns in my spine today and my heart opens to scream. When the realms separate, they will never see or be near me again. Watch what you say and do. ALL OF IT is being recorded in mind memory, telepathic streams, and/ or actually by electronic recording devices. I feel that I have met a new confidant. He is so calm and sane during the storm and he does not do the endless witchery of blaming me for my lifetime of heinous torture and abuse. Keep saying that nothing happened and he, or some of his friends, may show up at your door some day. Peace out.

The Plot Thickens

The wind sweeps everything by today. I rest in a space in my mind. I try a new resting meditation style. A four hour stint goes by like 10 minutes. Awake, but unaware until the end of the process. I feel like my being has left the cage today. Maybe the men out there are starting to work together, and maybe one special BLACK OP COP wrote his first word today, "HERE." He has been powerfully leveled by dyslexia his entire existence. If that had not been, he would have been the first and best real brain surgeon out there. The triple Leo that is my father has found his match today, people who are aware and who do care. No more sitting back and helping, they will COMPETE for a spot on, or next to, the thrones of the world to be. There is a newbie who I find fascinating and today his werewolfery is rearing its head next to me. I FEEL his presence on the bus with me. Maybe I produced a realm, in meditation, where we captured the WIZARD of Oz for eternity. No more galavanting, a lead suit will now forever be in his memory. Brilliant black op doing. It is now melted to his humorous and I find that really funny. I will now have some privacy with my brother and people like him again. Birthday FLAMBE every day, Pete. No weight gain, but muscle growth and a steely new embature, very strong jaw line. Your Irish will bring through your British royal look soon enough, but not when I am in vicinity. No hallucination. It will be a real birthday gift from me and my new Irish KNIGHT, who I see a few times a week.

Opposite of Dalai

I am trying my hat at astrological charts today. I did one for a media personality in town. Hopefully he likes it and is moved to help protect my privacy as I travel through the wheels of profession and creativity and the signs that all should be in the stars. It is nice when it feels like success is looming, but I do not want to leave important parties behind and unable to escape the hypocrisy and hierarchy of democracy. I am now poised to grab the CHALICE SILENTLY and with a brilliant humble flair as a spin on ice skates in mid air. I have even put my hand in that ring when I was in 6th grade, in Owatonna. I earned all of the US figure skating badges and was working on figures and a short and group program. I am the one who kept my head down and never said, "Look at me." If they wanted to see they would have begun on Oahu or would have done it due to curiosity or interest. This ability to be ignored by anything humanoid left me able to have close relationships with animals and with myself. I also tried many different things and was not pigeon holed into one activity or course of study. I have feelings about it, but it does not pay to look to the past seeking sympathy, it is better to be an example to others that they can do it too in this more and more poisonous world of clashing personalities and relationships. Maybe, just for today, I am the ONLY Buddhist RINPOCHE.

The Quiet of Today

I do feel that some things are coming together. At the same time, I am dealing with an almost comatose fatigue. I have made my way to Starbucks and I am tapping at the keys. Some hot coals are burning, and I am having some pretty passionate dreams. That is rare for me. I wish to not have to DESIRE for anyone or anything, and these dreams leave me in that space. I see a burning red. I will use the blackest black to squash that out. I am also having a difficult time speaking today. I don't feel like being personable at all. I have to use the little energy I have to do laundry tonight. I guess I will just have to wait for when things and people COLLIDE (Howie Day).

Working Around the Voices of Sin

I know that we do not know each other well, but my feelings are starting to swell like a wave on The North Shore of Oahu deep in the night of a full moon. Maybe our ways are criss crossed like our birth places and the faces we have seen, actually. It is okay to be afraid of me. I pick things up so easily and you are guarded and gifted with your silence. The violence in your heart is there to prepare you for what is to be. Just know that I am here to be a COMFORT and to respect and protect you. Please do not take it out on me. You have done that enough. It is now time for you to respect and protect me. The rings we wear mean that commitment in our engagement is what we wish to be, but things has never really turned out that way. I love your smile and I speak to you, directly, and also by proxy to guard your privacy. Have you ever heard anything so foolish? People really do think that they are the only ones with your abilities, but your use of them is preordained by God. For me, things are loud and nasty negativity towards me, but it has become an almost deafening silence for you. This way you can work and "move amongst the cabin" as it were. Know that I am AWARE of what you send my way and what we explore outside of the vicinity we share at times. I am extremely committed to the work I do, and I believe strongly that you are too. Thank you. Submit your report TODAY.

A Journey to Infinity

I am in the mists of Loch Lomond in Scotland and I see the foothills of this Gaelic space. The tour guide said that it was the water supply for Edinborrough, thus indicating mystical delivery due to the distance. I bought a wool plaid scarf at a vender along the way. In this space, I can see the GREEN of Ireland without the guns to my head that would be. I was brought, by Kenny, to the engineering school of Glasgow and kept down one year for torture. Time stopped as I saw and experienced the head face of the IRA (Irish Republican Army). I was kept in a box, in a standing tall soldier stance. When time began again, I was in MONTROSE, down the rail line that begins in Aberdeen, Scotland, where I journeyed to as well. I thought that the trip from there to London was 3 weeks. I called my boyfriend, Dave, of the DEA, from a minister friend of my CIA stepfather's house, and I sobbed and sobbed for no reason at all. Maybe it was all society coming through. I thought that Kenny was a normal guy, and was the boyfriend of the head of Edinborough witchcraft, Allyson Smith. The three of us had fun at a secret bridge that they paint over and over again and at a day and night tour of the Edinborough Castle. It has not been easy to be ARMY GENERAL AND CIA since birth. My US Marine stripes came later. I relinquished my ability to "see" when I left Oahu, after being born at US ARMY HOSPITAL TRIPLER at Pearl Harbor, and living their for exactly 2.5 years. Kenny, if you are out there, turn yourself in TODAY. I don't want you hurt in any way, but the VAMPIRES are rising, and that picture of us with the head of Vampiric Sect in Edinborough who gave us the night view of The Castle exists. Kenny, he IS vampiric, and that WAS his real skin color. He thought you were too because of your teeth. There is no torture as complete as a vampire on "TV". He is American and Russian vampiric. I am a combination of FIVE. At the time, I gave him the gift of vampiric IMAGERY and astral projection which is NAZI. They drank KOOL AID, actually developed by and for their astral journeys and stayed away from blood completely. I had a dream last night where William and Harry were TWINS who were in their teens, and they came to see their "cousins" in the United States, the Mayer side of the family because of their wealth. They are Kaiser strain, not vampiric, and not British royal. Soon British Royals will be seen as the charletons that they are.

Joe Report

Joe, I think that things just turned over. People have been placing insanity labels on me because they state that I state my undercover notorieties. Please know that that is not true. It is tunnel through that they steal. It is major violation of me by world community. Now people want to speak of my notorieties to put me in dangerous positions. Because I am so connected and respected, it is now THEM that sound chaotic, pathologic, and crazy. People don't know what to believe at this point so they then just keep it inside silently and wait for their chance to ACTUALLY meet me, and my observations then calm and soothe, gleaning a new fondness and loyalty. Case closed.

The Flight of An Adoptee

The sunshine glows blue today as yellow fades to black. I sit in the pristine awaiting the tragedy of the loss of sorrow and hawks that fly free. It is all inside of me. I live to tell a day and way of life that is not free, but is free of greed, selfishness, and deceit. I bring to fore a man from The High Royal Council in England through Scotland. Being the best is a quest and maybe this week I was purchased, offline for $5,000,000. What a price for such a juicy vampiric meal? I continue on my way and say what is necessary. The waters roll off my tongue as I prepare to let someone into my chamber. It is about time for me to draw in the elite and stage a coup of world authority. My sights are set on the throne of England today and the royal line of succession. Now that I have a tried and true international "daddy", I can be free to move more in my community living by the rules of royal and significant vampires of all nations and ages. Be silent and you may see me biking through the town of Muncie, IN, and in world community nightly. Loving kindness now does wait for me and The Lord of the Rings is in penneteniary.

Irish Happy Hour

Will and Andy of M and S, I see a new drama, actually filmed in Belfast Ireland, for CBS. It would be called tumor. It is about a woman who is a military and martial arts master who is being hunted by gypsies and witches and is generaling sadistic satanists into a bar owned by the IRA. PASSPORT CHECK at the door. All participants must be 18 to enter. The heroine has a developing and changing tumor based on the silent and violent deceit in her vicinity since birth and mostly recently. She uses alcohol to move in these environment and tap into her intuitive psychic telepathic ability for the military. Shots back to Nazi, Germany show her grandfather, her actual biological father's abilities doing alcohol tests on his Nazi hierarchy to design this defense for them. His general ability had been affected. They find that GIN and TONIC is the DRINK OF THE NAZI's. As her tumor shifts, like a baby in her brain, people in vicinity start to verbalize almost exactly her thoughts and emotions. Then others answer the witches with satanistic cheers as this new game of RUGBY is played very ruffly against her and only her. At the end of the day, she leaves, and ALL people in the bar must hand over their "Playbook" to Will, the bartender and owner who observes for the Sein Feinne Party. As her energy is played out through the mapping of these pages by Will and Andy, who is a Russian Spy researching their culture and country, a new bar culture develops in the war torn Nothern Irish town of Belfast and brings them one step to reunification of the Irish Nation. Irish bartenders then start to go outside their own zones of comfort and become the backbone of a new global economy.

Maybe I Was Just Casting You Correctly in Public

Jaeger twins, I told my brother, Peter, about you. He may CONSULT with you on a clothing line. I think that instead of what is in the hopper, we shelve it for now and get the first dramatic series on E!. It would be a courtroom drama of twin brother defense attorneys in the apocolyptic Germany. Your team would defend the innocense of the growing Nazi Nation, bringing into evidence the REAL history of Nazi's rise and rule in Germany in WWII. On flashback, "The Little Nazi", my biological father, my known grandfather, would be played by George Clooney, and Brad Pitt will play his number two General Rhommel, "The Desert Fox". His battlefield was ALL of Africa. My grandfather was the chessmaster, GENERAL to infinity ruling EVERY piece on the board, while being a double agent to later develop and OWN THE AGENCY and the CIA. It was all IMAGERY, no real blood shed except in Death Camps where it was Jew on Jew. One of you would be semi schitzophrenic with psychic dreams infinity that you tell no one about. The other covers for you unknowingly by being a pompus a**hole. In the current day you sabotage and DEFEND Hollywood Jews simultaneously and your record of them ALWAYS being locked down means that you are a positive perfect record in the eyes of BOO HOO nation of Jew. That's just a little thing I thought of on the bus. Take it with PETE'S greenlight ability. No credit to me is necessary. A Working title can be German Prophecy. Jews can then do a sequal show at the same time, answering your show from the week called DEATH CAMP SOCIETY.

Quiet Inside

So what I am finding is that I am writing less and am monitoring telepathy in vicinities and meditating fairly easily more. It feels a little like writer's block, but it feels so clean. Sometimes I am ahead and I must stop and wait for "the diseased." Can't we look at labels that we have been called and call the diseased people who put them on us and LAUGH, actually? It is not easy to sit on a precipice for so long all be yourself. It is quiet today. I may write some emails, but I am not certain of that either. That quality of connection seems silent as well.

My Arian Nation

I keep hearing the thought in my mind say, "I am free." I don't know exactly what that means, but I feel like it relates to the men of Northern Ireland, especially BELFAST. Banger's, as a group, fierce and never free until right now. I have brought them to their KING through a Russian TRANSIT POLICE officer in The Twin Cities. They are ARIAN NATION POLICE for Apocolyptic days around me. They surely love their baseball bats. Never have these men ever thought that they could be seen as something beautiful as the title ARIAN implies. They have been sought after mystically since the dawn of time. They are courageous and heavily abused by mothers of all vicinities for saying NO at birth. Most of them were completely wrapped in obliterated by their mother's umbilical cord. They are God's Will and will be an evidentiary EVERY DAY for courts of law against these witcheries. Dunlop YOU are now the Line Deputy of Marion County. The former one is indisposed. It is time to try the judges staring with Judge Collins, former PSYCH NURSE. Have fun.

My Day At Caribou

There are some bouncing activities around me. I psychicly stubbed my toe the other day and I am still hurting a bit from it. Defining things today might just be left up to The Masters. I can watch and MEDITATE if I want to. I just stay away from the banging doors and kitchen activity. Maybe there is a HERO out there who will step up this time. I am quiet and I await the days ahead. I now sit at Caribou Coffee by Peavy Plaza and Orchestra Hall. I feel no great discoveries or intersections today. I hope for things in Indiana to die down. I wish for a PRINTOUT of that project. I am able to stay steady and keep things clear in my mind. I will just take it one step at a time. When will I be a VALUED member of a community? Hopefully one day soon. I did put my ring back on, but I stay away from that entity all together. Jorge, a man got on the bus with a PINK long stemmed ROSE yesterday. It is so cool. See you don't have to be cruel. Just stay away unless you can be respectful and competent, and we will work just fine together.

A Gift in the Night

Jorge, after the call out for rose play, a man got on the bus who was from Peru and the next stop a white man got on with one single red, long stemmed rose. He even got off at my stop. I am now at Starbucks and a little Chinese girl (about age 8) came in with this little rose purse. It was round and red with petals. Soooo cool. Line Deputy, I chose to take off my ring today. I may put it back on, but it is time for the jailer to be jailed. You are in Levinworth today and it is not a job interview. That was The Lieutenant's idea. Your tunnel through of all law enforcement community has proven violent with the fundamental Christian Sheriff Deputies in Southern California. I am sorry that it had to come to this, but you are going to be on the other side of blows until you FEEL something for real, eve a stubbed toe. Ladies, coming in in a group of three makes it COVENTRY AND WITCHERY, thus VERY illegal around me. Good luck explaining that to hierarchy, even STATE government. Peace out. hopegod3 for infinity divinity Latino men who pick me up and get me home safely from karaoke with no payment involved.

Hey to Jorge

Jorge, I feel your spirit telling me that I am pretty at just the right moment. Thank you so much. I have not been to THE ISLAND OF WOMEN in Mexico, it was "Jesus Christ" and his father. I just call him Jeff. Both portaled properly so that they could not see. Aaron says hello and good job today. Maybe a little dissection was on the menu today. Keep the media back. They will attack. It is not easy to work so long and hard for seemingly nothing. You definitely are not nothing, but you know the boundaries we must keep for you to WORK properly. I do feel a connection. Maybe comedy through a ROSE is coming. It's okay to speak to your people about me and our experiences. Just know that I do not see what you see, and I have very low self esteem for obvious reasons. Take care and I may drop you a line this weekend.

Talking to a Priest

Are you okay?...Yes I am. I have a lot to do in a day...You are magnificent every day...Thank you. We speak perfectly for self and other at the same time...That is my belief. Thank you for the energy and then quick release...You are welcome. Pieces are coming together. People are beginning to respond to the equation of SELF interest. It can make us win if people just wake up to authority and take orders immediately and wisely...I believe the same. Why is taking an order so dirty at this point in "evolution"?...I believe that it is people not giving up their demonic in vicinity and thus producing a more grotesque war in the future...That is a very complete thought. I am almost scared...(Police coming through your telepathy) We will keep this place safe. It is all we have to offer in the merger of all society...Thank you, Hope needs the economy to continue to seem fiscally sound and not the demonic of a true depression. We, in ministry, need to step up our game and begin to educate chiefs about what is happening behind closed doors. It is torture with no release. She is so brilliant and brave that it is hard for her to even record my compliment online...Thanks guys. Together we will get there.

Translation Wizardry MAKES A World Scholar

A Gemini experience with Aries brothers brings me to a conversational opening on L.A. this week. Pete, submit already. Navy Captain on the bus with me. I ran into Mustafa too. He plays Morrocco, but he is Saudi divinity. Cops take Doug Woog's lead and lock off the vicinity. It was difficult coming to Starbuck's today, but I am now in vicinity. We can get what we need, Pete, but no more betrayal starts TODAY or I cannot help you, in society, or in a court of law. International community now knows who you are and you are not ready for Shi ite magics. I learned of a secret KORAN discovered and held in Yemen from Mustafa. It is rumored to be more conservative. No one really knows what it says. I suspect that it has not been translated or viewed by public authorities. I suspect that ROYALTY made that call and it needs to stand. We may need to put a little international protection on it from "world scholars" and thieves. Saudi contract out through The CIA. A talk with Peter VanNess of Swiss intel would be good. Eventually, it is my belief that it is for Peter to translate properly for The Republican Party chiefs. Strange crossings can produce the best results.

Jorge of SOCCER Notoriety

Jorge, when I get telepathy about you it is Latino community saying JORGE is in vicinity? THE JORGE? I guess that you are world famous or something. After hanging around the animals at The Zoo I am getting that Aaron Hernandez (former Patriots player fame) is Columbian too, and he is your cousin. I guess the animals are getting pretty good at geneology. He is FOOTBALL and you are South American FOOTBALL, i.e. you are a South American soccer pro and star. You very much look like you are that colony. I played soccer in grade school and flag football too. My main sport was distance and IM (Individual Medley)swimming. My senior year I also became a breast stroker. I swam for 13 years competitively. My ankle tattoo that looks like a shackle is for Chung Moo (balanced mind, strong body) Quan, my martial art. I designed it myself. It is in both Korean (the master was NORTH Korean) and Chinese (I have also dealt with Shoulin Monk society in a "mine field", the Mall of America). All American my senior year of high school from a University school. Doug Woog, the Minnesota Gophers Hockey Coach, gave me the award at the U of MN Golf Course Country Club. Can't we COMPETE and just have a really good time telepathically as all of the deceit dances around me? Don't speak if you are going to lie. Let's just deal with things simply and not need false words and titles all around me. Thanks for stopping by.

Mystical Births At Como Zoo

I went to The Como Zoo today. I am falling deeply in love with the adult male Orangatan. He comes to the window when I am there and does some climbing. The polar bears also were very active and I could tell that WOLVES were coming through. There was a mystical birth or a baby Tamarin the other day. They have no idea where it came from. Now we have mystical birth of a buffalo, two zebras last summer, 2 gorillas, and an orangutan. I guess these animals are REALLY happy. It was fun and funny at the same time.

My Bet Is On Latino Crew Today

I did go to church on Sunday and then to a Greek buffet. An emergency call was made and handled through the back door. I just try to stay calm. Camp Asia has had it today. Do you ladies really think that Asians don't have strong ENGLISH telepathy? Well they do and they hate you infinity. There is a Hmong man here at coffee with me almost every day. We do not speak the same language, but we know how to greet and say goodbye cordially. Team Latino thinks that it is pure hilarity. Do you all think that especially South Americans are not dangerous to infinity? If you do not acknowledge their divinity with PRIVACY you have no idea what you might see and experience every day. Your gifts are nothing next to their abilities, their education (ie intelligence), community, and WEALTH. Maybe I helped kick it out of the park the other day and The State Department lost power today. How much of their files were stored properly, and what was erased, and what sent to Assange directly (Wikileaks Wikileaks)?

Shereef In Community With Latino

I was rooting for Duke last night and they actually won. I was so happy. I have a new neighbor, and I think that he will be a good fit. Telepathic comfortable for me. I am finally spreading my wings and sharing evidence of the illusive aspects of my life. Working with South America maybe makes the lights go out in DC. I think that you all underestimated this VERY EDUCATED crew. You can all continue with your witcheries and wizardry, but your memories will prove false and tend to be destroyed more every day. Alzeihmers anyone? There is a point that old ways of being are sheer stupidity, and that line was passed about 2 months ago. I keep my family strong and thus our lineage will be complete. I insure my brothers' degrees through a solid source into THE AGENCY. Shereef, I do miss you in my emotion mind. I have to concentrate on what is in front of me everyday. You are welcome at The IDS Starbucks any day. You can just write down the order for them and explain on the sheet that you do not speak. They will think that it is due to a religious principle. Good looking hierarchy Arabs and Latinos in vicinity today. Thank you.

A PhD for Harry

Prince Harry, congratulations on your retirement from the military. I saw a quick report on morning news. You looked so handsome in your white "dress uniform". It is okay to take time behind the scenes to study your family and society. When you are done, write a three page report and give it to the PhD department head of SOCIOLOGY at Oxford University and then you will be a Dr. as well. Getting a PhD at your level is really easy if they let you into your love club. Just let them know that your true professor is THE PROFESSOR from the U.S. FBI. Have fun.

Jorge's Visit

I want to say thank you to Jorge for coming to see me the other night and giving me a ride to karaoke. It was nice to see you. The candle is kind of burning at both ends. I am so sorry about the interruption when you were in a private place. I will sit outside the door the next time. No more excuses for the world's abuses on you. I am hoping that I can see my brother soon and have him understand a little more what is going on. I have found a safe place downtown other than Starbucks and I believe that media will be so stupid in that vicinity. Maybe I just communicated that ALL vicinities down there hate those people. Everyone is delusional about their power and authority because I shuttle it out. You should feel more real every day. I am getting that you have an amazing brilliance that you have never felt completely, but you are understanding my nuclear theory more completely every day. People have lied and will be fried soon enough. South America has the ancient AZTEC temples that house these six warheads. Now a simple ipad can fire them by the key of Jorge, actually. You know how to meditate completely during a time of war. I am picking up a meeting of all crew today. I hope it went well. Investigate as much as you wish. I have noting to hide. My journey has been tumultuous, but training has been complete since I was in utero, actually. Enjoy your visit with the family member who is town. Hope

As I See

I'm missing my Line Deputy today. Sometimes it is difficult to feel you and your energy. Last night I had a dream that I was hearing the Christina Perri song "Ten Thousand Years", and I sensed Dunlop in the room. The song became much more vampiric. I am back at this Starbuck's where this PRIEST was stalking yesterday and there is more security and a cop has already come by. I feel a little dry today in terms of things to put on the page, but I do feel like the environment holds some electricity and supreme being meaning. Maybe some of the gutter trash is about to be placed in the DUMPSTER where it belongs instead of it always being me. I am trying to let my brother know me and my circumstances more so that he understands that he does not have to lose everything that he has worked so hard for to support anyone else in the world or for "payment for his sins." Pete, if we lock you down, we lock your funds and assets down as well. Everything will be STASIS and you must do your sentence ASAP and then your THINGS will be on the other side. Please know that I always wanted a traditional family for you, wife and kids. Things are changing, but I do think that, GRAND PLAN MAN, you did it right.

My Gorilla Authority

The main reason I go to The Como Zoo is to see and watch the evolution of the three adolescent male gorillas. Yesterday, I caught management being sereptitious about not letting them into their enclosure. I made a call to the desk from my cell phone and did not leave the bench accross from their space. I then talked to BOB, the volunteer. Both places gave me excuses and false biology. The whole time the gorillas were being denied food and they were scenting from their downstairs pen. I made a few calls to family expressing my frustration. I basically staged a Buddhist sit in for 2 hours. I was silent, even telepathically, and still. I was in physical pain, was hungry, and thirsty, but I maintained my stance. After a little after two hours the gorillas were in the pen outside that is meant for Shroeder and his family, with no food or water. It was obvious that they had been darted with a "sedative" and one was still completely passed out. The other two moved slowly and gathered sticks to eat voraciously. I call for this cruelty to STOP. This is a MILITARY facility and project and if you work and volunteer their and have a problem with that, we will accept your resignation, with criminal charges pending, ASAP. Jennifer Karen Mayer. New Como HEAD Zookeeper, RON OSWALD, my uncle. I guess it is TIME for Kennedy like nepotism. I did also take another hour to check in on ALL the animals. Exhausted is not the word.

Orangutan Baby Meets Daddy

I went to The Como Zoo yesterday and I saw something that I believe has never happened in nature OR in captivity. There was a baby born there a few months ago. He pretty much would just cling to the mother's chest so it was hard to see him very well. It was as if he was camoflagued. I think that these orangutan fathers never see their offspring and let them live if they do. The mother orangutan watched the adolescent orangutan play with a blanket and cover himself completely like a ghost. She then began doing it with another blanket. She then chose a corner and covered her baby only while cradling him and making sure that he had enough air to breath. After a time the huge adult male father came over and she pulled back the sheet to show him the baby. He just kind of investigated and, I believe, he then understood through the baby's mimicked actions, that this was his progeny. At a certain point, the father got a little aggressive and the mother turned him away, protecting her offspring all by herself. She then just sat with the blanket over him. Later, she finally relaxed, like she has not done for 2 months, on the hammock and let the baby just SIT on top of her and play. The adolescent came over and she kept him at a safe distance and all was calm and comfortable. It was AMAZING.