"Dangerous minds" have always been a subject for psychiatry. Today I speak of the minds of gays that have been judged by all society throughout time, and treated for their "aberrant" ways. I have been a member of that gay male tribe for a long time. I was best friend/ study mate in high school and college, I was a driver for advanced HIV patients as a volunteer after college, I defended the rights of my gay male best friend so that he received his teaching license after he was caught having sexual intercourse in a bathroom with another consensual male, I guarded the AIDS quilt when it was in its full form at The Metrodome, I helped gay friends in Carmel and Muncie who were being stalked by police predators and also all entertainment industry, I defended the rights of a gay male server with HIV insuring his employment so that he did not end up on the street at Smokey Bones in INDY and was there for him on his last day on the most dangerously infected AIDS unit on the planet at Wishard Hospital (his last dance was with me, his IV, and his partner as we marched down the hallway as I sang follow the yellow brick road), and I just know when to listen and to give compliments to gays who are just trying to make it on their way that day. I write this piece to defend their rights so that psychiatry can no longer study them, and CD either. I stand up for them to say CIVILLY COMMIT NO OUT GAY EVER. They are in a time of renewal and growth. They are coming into their own and judging themselves, their "community", their actions and judgements toward me, and judging the actions of other "communities" who have had immunity in courts of law and social services due to their minority or disability. This new tribe is to be ONE MIND. It is very Vietnamese and highly functional and effective. I encourage these men to now look within and find their own personal boundaries around the subject of true evil and legitimize my theories by questioning the communities, lies, behaviors, and media around their statements and actions. Gays are a force who observe everything and everyone out of fascination, comedy, and SAFETY. I now say that gays need to look to their inner deconstructive side. They have been forced to be so creative and be FASHION friendly. Slip behind "enemy lines" and just wear whatever the cat drags in that day, or even purchase an old vet coat and sit on a corner with a panhandler and speak actually or telepathically. Observed their telepathy with you and their community. See behind the eyes of schizophrenia, and realize it is in you, and you can keep it behind your eyes if you help these guys to see cars as they cross the street. They protect the community, and a very special one close by, protects me very actively. The police used to use his eyes to tunnel through so he was basically paralyzed. They then did not have to patrol or arrest some of the most dangerous PAGANS on the planet. He could not move. He just would lay under blankets all day long. I started working with him by just making eye contact and one day I gave him a little dance for about 30 seconds. I sing to him as I pass by and always wave. Now I see him walking all over the place and he is looking me in the eye for just a moment as we pass. I wave and he waves back. Sometimes he gets shy and just smiles and looks down. I have never given him any material goods, neither money, nor food. I have never even brought him an object like a blanket or pillow. I know that it would affect our interactions because it would affect his dignity and also make him paranoid. Gays, also look for little jobs, that pay well, in a field like construction. You all need to get out your rage in a way that manifests a true material object with hard work to prove to yourself and others that you and they had it wrong all along. It may not be pounding a hammer and nail. It may be pouring cement. It will be tough. Do not work full time, and do not work union. It is a process of evolution for the revolution of gay men everywhere. Write a little less and practice not speaking at all, especially when you go out. It will keep you internally sound and externally safe, and then the investigation fascination will be all of you. That is the attention you have always wanted and craved, not to be oversexualized by other gays (especially closeted gays/ most dangerously those living in wedlock) and others in industries that were fascinated by your abilities, observations, and creations. When one male gay in community is emotionally hungry, you will all want to feed. Approach that male with a hardhat, give it to him, and walk away. Say nothing at all, but smile as you walk away and whistle too (a happy tune, not a cat call). So guys this is going to take stamina. It is a process. Do not go after me, but stay away from therapy. Buddhism is best studied in books. Read your MIRANDA RIGHTS now and make sure that all GAY BARS have a copy behind the bar and posted on the wall by the bouncer station. If a cop puts you in "bracelets" without reading you your rights (or reads them incorrectly or in a truncated way, just go with the creature. Every gay male in vicinity call the ACLU immediately. It is imperative. They stopped reading Miranda Rights in Indiana for 10 years around me and NO ONE has done anything about even though I told the public defender corps about it. They were complicit and complacent and did not know that I was International IA from birth and undercover for International Law and War Crime Tribunal investigation in The U.S. for The United Nations since my time at HAMLINE UNIVERSITY where I did law for all the male UN ambassadors' sons who were on campus and being stalked by coeds there. Just to end, you all need to then close ranks and judge your own. It is a time to establish hierarchy, true hierarchy. Test intelligence of each other, and abilities. Attractiveness can deceive, but it is also part of hierarchy, thus if you are attracted, approach and question their authority in every way. Coteries are dangerous and get aggressive. Be your own men and find safety again. Choose the way you dress each day, but do not let others choose it for you through the pressure of media and community. If people get snippy, LEAVE. Stay away from people in industry, even those who claim to be gay. You all know what industry really is and means. They will use you and set you up, buttercups. Peace out. HOPE
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