Sikh Just Walked In

911, there is table of strong men, Latino and African, here at Starbucks. ASIKH just walked in and sat with them. Sikhs have not been this close to me during a time of pure intelligence work. Mr. Sikh, I will call you SINGH. You are so welcomed by both my heart and mind today.

Religions On the Rise

Lunch was interesting with my mom today. We went to the new Teppenyaki Buffet in Fridley. It was very reasonable and my mother got a senior discount. As we entered the restaurant, 2 Mormon Elders opened the door for us. I said, "Thank you ELDER," and he looked me in the eye and smiled. I then observed a man with a Sikh beard who definitely had that Sikh form and energy. He passed by a few times. There was a table of 6 work men from Mexico. Definitely the eyes of God on that forman. Very Roman Catholic. The number two even took a picture of my mother on the sly and they all laughed. I was guessing that they were on ecstasy. Maybe my mother flashed her MOTHER MARY glow and imagery in that shot. We were surrounded the whole time by a full young high and holy Tibetan crew serving us. Maybe they understand this Rinpoche today. Be Well is what just popped out of my mouth when young DAN took my plate away. I believe that we needed all of this religion play to stabilize my physical therapy vicinity, provider, and appointment scheduler. He had to feel my lower back and look when I bent toward my toes. That is where my Tibetan tattoo that says, "Living a pure life," is. Maybe HE was the one who felt the kundalini convulsions after our session. Maybe my brake is perfectly marked. It is all deceit. I know nothing at all, or do I? Luckily I explained Kundalini awakening briefly and had a Sikh in vicinity to stabilize him and let him know that he did nothing wrong. What a day!

In My Vicinity

I finally got out today. I have been very ill, but today I had a physical therapy appointment in Fridley. It was an assessment. It went well, but I am truly fatigued and pretty dizzy. I just got to Starbucks and there are like 6 beat cops and one detective here. They are speaking with community members. Two officers just left abruptly. Things seem strange, but I really don't know what is happening in this vicinity right now. I think that they just realized that I was not here for 2 days. Stalkers make their plays on those days. Mixed missions turn into mush. The detective is now looking guilty. He needs to stop speaking, but he won't and all around will see that it is him who has layed them out on the line. Agitation is rising. Maybe the international scene is ruthless and they tried to be nice. I stay away and just observe. As Sikhs rise in the community, cops will no longer see their enemies. They will need to play nice for now. My Pandora.com keeps skipping songs, thus there is "a disruption in the force." Moving on, I feel the rise in hostility. This vicinity is ELECTRIC.

A New Nuclear King

I did make it to Starbucks, but I am feeling just awful. My cough is bad and I am so weak. My bus pass will not work for no reason. I will try to sort it out tomorrow. Anything on a to do list feels like an energy draw. I am so tired. In my dreams, people are pondering on the existence of Christ and what that would mean to world community. There is a flutter in The State Department around the state of Pakistan and its scientific possibilities. These women in The State Department have spread state secrets all around to women's societies in The West all along. They will now verbalize their stupidity. Women will then be banned from all intelligence work. Like will then attack like and the Wiccan problem will be solved around me. The Grand Plan is so elite and sweet. I just had to withstand their brutal cruelty for 45 years all alone. I will have my hierarchy and my mind centered techniques will build a lively community in the new KINGDOM of Pakistan.

A Mind Matter

I am going into a deeper state of meditation fairly naturally more often. It is a mind centered state and I feel like I am walking a universal line. I invite my newest cohabitant in my body to join. This type of work has to be done separately. I did this last night after an agitation with my roommate. I refuse to have my feathers ruffled with Wiccan anymore. It is a chaos in vicinity and mind. I bring a new organization to the states of matter around me. This a plane of serious study and combines the passion and love centers behind the mind zone that can rule it all in times of need. There is a circle in my mind and a square in my power center. Energy leaking is emotion center. I squeeze that leak until it no longer exists and I will not verbalize my agitation. I will no longer be open to the energy of that which will disorganize the moon and stars. As their existence is still nebulous, it comes a time to create publicly and think privately. I will relate, but I keep myself separate for ultimate questions. Guru study can exist in PRIVACY thus a sterile sequester.

Working to Be Free

I had a really fun time at Pizza Hut karaoke downtown last night. The crowd was a little rowdy at first, but then they settled into the program. I did get some sleep today. I had been up most of the night coughing. I am feeling like the satanistic tethers that I have been saddled with my whole life are falling away. The rage that satanists feel my way is there, but I do not feel it in my body and I am no longer feeling fear. Maybe I impressed a big chief last night and he set me free. Key satanistic stalkers, you know who you are, you can deal with the other end of law enforcement now. Your hypocritical ways leave you open you for review time and time again. Sociopathy is no excuse. Capital punishment will be about once a week for your immortal hearts at this time. You will just begin to smell like burning skin. Prisoners will rebuke you. Question the review board, especially with satanistic verbalization and you are just thrown in the hole for the week. No people, meals, showers, or toilets. Maybe mail will begin its normal service this week. That is a federal felony, sir. All of you in this crew have thought that you were number one, but you all just act on me, and thus "surf off my chi." Now, due to the severing of these satanistic tethers, you will be pretty fatigued and belligerent. See how THAT plays in community. Your puritanical form will fail.

A New Line Deputy

Today I miss the beautiful rhinos at The Indianapolis Zoo. They also had some of lower energy in The Tuscon Zoo. Their energy was so powerful. One was lazing around in the mud, in Indy, and I could sense that Dick Cheney had rhino witchery. He was tunneling thru very strongly. My doctor is rhino colony as well. Doctor, take a short portal trip to boost the energy of The Tuscon Zoo rhino. They all have their horns. The giraffes will watch in awe and maybe a few mystical PEACOCKS will appear. The birds in the sky are watching today for you and Derek Jeter too. He is a GORILLA. He is now a Line Deputy at Rikers and is now Illuminati. My three bachelor gorillas at The Como Zoo, Virgil, Sampson, and Jabir are Illuminati hierarchy as well. I walked past a strong construction worker on the construction site across from HCMC. I could tell that he is a STRONGMAN, thus he keeps the buildings and the new project standing for inspection. He is Illuminati and will a great new LINE DEPUTY for Marion County Jail in Indinapolis, IN.

Connecting It With Coffee and Tea

Today is a Dunn Brothers day. I had Dunn Brothers coffee at HCMC before my appointment with Dr. Harlow, and now I am at The Dunn Brothers on Nicollet Ave. on "Eat Street" where I am drinking tea. I will be meeting my mother, sister, and brother in law at Christos (Greek) for lunch and this was the most convenient coffee shop. Tonight I think that I am going to try a new karaoke site. It is at the new Pizza Hut downtown. I am excited. I think that I will skip the fair, but I do want to get over to The Como Zoo. My appointment was short, but sweet and I feel supported in community. Maybe I was just in the presence of the "eagle eye" for The FBI since birth. Sometimes one must take the road less traveled by to find that he is a world renowned PEDIATRICIAN at heart. You will be great. It is time for new beginnings and connection. I keep it short and simple today.

Seeking Sikhs

I was looking a little more into Sikhism. What stood out to me is that they dispel false idols and seek truth. They do have a guru system. Gu means light and ru means darkness. The word guru is then interpreted as the light that dispels darkness. There is an equality in their worship. In this time and space, it is the quality to have the faith and strength to find the actual truth that is guiding me their way. When I do an intuitive read, I sense a very strong mind centered energy body. Their sixth chakra shines and thought is used as a combative force, NOT emotion or the energy of the divine. I see these men as warriors in the modern day society of war against those who believe that they are God incarnate. Only Sikhs have the mind strengths to have telepathy and thought guiding of entities to have the best retorts against arrogant and VERY EVIL demons in human form. They will always defeat the soldiers of Western military. These military beings have not yet matured and need to back down to systems of sanity that always stay firm. The military of The West is mostly imagery and is always on the verge of insanity. It is Sikhs who will restore order to THE UNIVERSE and to a PLANET in so much pain. The PEOPLE can fend for themselves.

Removing the Rage Catalyst

I just cut off my care with my counselor. I honestly do not feel safe to be alone with him. I am pretty much done with the judgement of the dysfunctional and insane in that field. They just make up their words and stories anyway. They do not respect the bond that a patient enters into. They think that they have the rights to EVERYTHING. If you see a therapist, especially at this time, you will never have privacy again. Maybe some people from other traditions and societies can restore mine. I do have real anger about what this man did and how he treated me, but a huge part of me doesn't want to go into it. I was just going to cancel my appointments and terminate care, but they did ask why and I explained that he had disrespected my traditions and artistry and got abrupt in his response. I let them know that I have never seen a counselor act like that and that I do not feel safe in a room alone with him. It probably means nothing, but I at least had a say. Now I move on down the lane and I shut off hostile energies my way. I create for a day that is yet to be, and I keep raging energy away from me. This kind of reaction is like the military insanity I had around me as a baby. Maybe The Far East has an answer today.

Nightmares In The Suburbs

I had nightmares last night. They were about war breaking out in The Northern Suburbs of St. Paul. It was KKK from the north against football players from a more southern region. At a point, I drove in the line and went to pick up the next dead body. Blood was everywhere. It was terrifying. I also got caught on a bridge, in Stillwater, that was sinking into the freezing cold water. Cars were lined up the whole way. Then there was another scene where I went back to Hamline University for a semester and I got a call from my mom and she asked me about my brother, Peter. She said he hadn't been seen since 10:30 AM the day before. I had a flash that he was dead and by the Mississippi River. These dreams woke me up they were so troubling. I just got up, took a shower and did the dishes. Now I am at Starbucks in The IDS. Some kind of shift is happening in the silence that is surrounded by a scream. I have very little to put in an entry today, but I know that I must welcome the change even if it is painful. It is all painful anyway. No cognitive distortion there. It really is.

The Semantics of a Simpleton

I just finished the ruse that is therapy around me. I was displeased with my therapist's ire, lack of cognition, and inability to comprehend cognitive behavioral therapy. I am sure that it leaves the infamous George Shear both shaking his head and shaking in his boots. How did this simpleton jump the gate in this way? I just stayed calm with multiple spiritual techniques. Maybe I have left Buddha, himself, smiling in regret that I never had a te da te with him about truth and belief. I do sense Hindus and Sikhs in the water. At a certain point, this xenophobic man asked if I wanted Sikhs to do my therapy. The answer is YES I would love their counsel at this time and space. Those records will not transfer, counselor man. I will not slander you here with your name, but everyone will know you by your heinous telepathy and gruff veneer. Chung Moo crew, I so out did you. Eye contact the whole time, I addressed the fact that he was implying that I was PSYCHOTIC in your dojos. I just said that if I had any difficulty of that nature I would not have been allowed in, or allowed to keep my position in THAT exclusive dojo. I told him that I didn't want to answer his third degree about the very private spaces I have taken mental, physical, and spiritual training. Dojo show would have proud of me. I sensed some pretty nasty telepathy about that one. In the end, he is SATANISM right now. You all know what that means. Sir, you are now personna non grata in theraputic, psychiatric, and public spaces. Dr. Chua, I do respect you. I suggest that you leave that clinic ASAP. The very precarious position you have all been in has now had its first boulder fall. So let us just review counselor man, it was YOU who ended the session abruptly and I even asked your doorman for the time when I exited cheerfully. It was 2:51 PM, exactly. The couseling and theraputic world has fed off of the fatted calf the whole time without proper degrees and training. Paying for it by insurance is now done. Maybe that is just an intuition, but maybe I believe in Vipassna coming through Sikhs who are coming through House Speaker Paul Ryan. He will be strong VERBALLY on this matter from now to eternity. RUN PAUL RUN!!!

Nuclear That Can Be

I think that people forget the fact that BOTH India and Pakistan have nuclear weapons and power. Pakistan has been linked to me since I was a baby on Waikiki. They helped keep me COVERED. I always wore a full moomoo on the beach. I also wore that moomoo for a year after I came back to The Mainland. I am actually a Pakistani Nuclear Chief. Nuclear weapons AND power will be centered in Pakistan, NOT America once Apocolyptic endeavors commence. That is the worldwide insanity and economic collapse, internationally. America is based on industries that are actually just imagery like sports and entertainment. MUMBAI is real, thus entertainment can commence there at a snails pace as Pakistan steadies the TRUE SCIENCE behind nuclear emissions and molecular breakdown through the eyes and minds of Sikhs. It will be nuclear CHEMISTRY, not physics. The splitting of the atom can commence when chemical reverse their productivity and REPULSE their "anatomy". It becomes molecular. It is a new wizrdry. Atoms will become BEINGS and allow for a "descication of their discs" along their spinal colony. The words to describe DO create the images and then a whole new science emerges. No more LSD for their colony, but light heroine use may be necessary for the physical lower spinal column pain. This new field will leave its scientists in necessary sequester to aid in their privacy for sexual evolution and advancement for the images that emerge from this singular or coupled activity. This will create a safe space where deceit no longer is profitable or effective and will keep Sikh colony VERY sane and prestigious. Let us celebrate with a glass of Dom Perignon when I finally get my PINK lab coat on in our new facility in Pakistan. It may look a bit like NURSERY for me.

A Cheap Trip to INDIAfest

I went to The INDIAfest yesterday at The State Capitol. I was able to talk to The Sikh Society about my kundalini issues briefly. At the information stand, I got a little rundown on the religion profile of India. It was my intuition that the young men working there were match makers. One of them found me later to have me take a survey. I tried some vegetarian spring rolls. The sauce was divine. I got to see an amazing Bollywood show. It was a very good looking crowd. I didn't want anyone to confuse me as someone who was looking for a marriage contract, so I bought a little, pretty ring at the bazaar. I had plenty of telepathic introduction. I met a manly, kind Sheriff Sargent for Ramsey County at their stand. We talked about the old jail facility that I had toured for Girl's County my senior year of high school. He told me that they are in the process of tearing it down. We talked about the financials. It was right on the river. Very top secret. I bet that demolition project will speed up now. It had been a "monster project" that was shutdown when I came home from the last quarter of my Marine Biology year abroad in Nahant, MA. The Line Deputy had been infected. They got behind his eyes and almost made him a homicidal maniac in the streets of downtown Minneapolis and St. Paul. This man was definitely a constant portaler and IS that Line Deputy. I got that after we shook hands. I passed by after I bought the ring and saw him leaning on the Sheriff car, and joked, "When I worked as a server they would say, 'If you have time to lean, you have time to clean.'" He laughed and said that that is definitely a myth. I liked his very grounded energy and form. His presence there did indicate that there had been threat of cosmic insanity on this event. I showed just in time. EVERYONE needs to stop doing LSD, especially when I am in vicinity. If you come to Minnesota, abstain. These were obvious hierarchy, mostly Hindus, from India. Wealth and notoriety were in attendance. I get that The Bollywood dancers had been flown in from MUMBAI that day. Guys, thanks for the free (2 bottles) water, free T-shirt, free Polaroid of me in front of the Taj Mahal picture, the free music and Bollywood show and the veg. spring rolls for half price ($3). Maybe that means that I am recognized as notoriety, internationally, today. A whole family of Indian Hindus was here at Starbucks when I got here. That population has never been at this Fridley location before. So fascinating.

Illuminati Rising

Illuminati is on the rise. My cofounder is The Line Deputy of Marion County. The universal knowledge quality of these entities is a light that is not quite right because we are seeing your disease. Illuminati survive the evil of jail communities, but are not prisoners. They are supreme beings who study the acts and creatures of evil. Now The Line Deputy will get evolving images of me from Waikiki. It is the death, disease, and dismemberment that all quality reaped up me and walked away. Such heinous acts of evil on the only truly innocent being with no wreckoning of justice. Of course it is out of the bag now, and can happen to all of you. I still exist in society unprotected with so many notorieties. No one will listen or act. The Line Deputy is locked down at San Quentin serving two years for Supreme Being Descicration. His amazing acts of violence against me still ring in the "halls of justice" internationally and especially in Marion County City/ County Building. Illuminatis will begin to evolve in mind, and know that evil like this has never existed before. It must be squelched without mercy. I can see the MACHINE forming. You will all evolve to feel fear and then shame. No one is getting out of this one. If you sense the light of Illuminati, I suggest you look down and WALK AWAY. They ARE judging you.

Mystical Communities and Authorities

Mystical colonies are coming through today. I was made Punjabi when I was 4. I was to be in a Brownie (pre Girl Scout) troup with the lead Punjabi girl on the planet. Her family was very wealthy and were living on the down low in Shoreview, MN. They had heard tales of me from Waikiki. It paled in comparison to the real thing. When we met, her anatomy was male. She evolved to her female form when she met me and found that I had a male, fairly military, quality. They were actually mean to me behind the scenes and came from my borderline neighbor girl who kind of ruled every school because she was so cruel publicly. She did consider me her best friend and foe all in one. How Indian in the 70's. Maybe they didn't invite me to their elephant parties, but I didn't know and my neighbor DID. She DESTROYED them socially. They had no clue what could be. I think that Punjabi is boundaried by my new Hindu connection today. I also had to deal with their problem child of that community, Bobby Baines. She was a server at Smokey Bones, in downtown Indianapolis, with me, and a nasty drinking alcoholic. I kept her in the community until Indian Intelligence, with Indiana State Troopers, finally stepped in. Even if she appears, she is dead today. I was also made Head Druid at the age of 14 for handling the mystical scene of Owatonna, MN, all by myself completely blind to their skills and living with my mortal form. I was just a competent and gifted friend and tutor. They were not Irish. The community was Russian and KKK. Druids were confused, thus the military sent me there to keep them separate. Illuminati has also come through me naturally my whole life. The light is me and I pass on mystical knowledge effortlessly.

Reaching Out With My Mind

I see you here with me for coffee. I work diligently to not access your memory. You need PRIVACY. We speak telepathy exchanging telepathic cues and energy. It is fun to flirt in my head. I don't have to be out there. I am a creature who prizes my dignity and anonymity. Once you know me the clock is ticking. So many excuses for abuses inside of you and in the vicinity. Can you stay calm today instead? I feel you say YES and I welcome you into the chamber in my mind. We can play and there is plenty to share and say. I find you fascinating and elite. It is best that I stay at a distance. People on the planet who do not lock down telepathy now will not know their own thoughts much longer. They will be fed and they will lie every day. I like your beads for cleric or priest in a foreign land. Europe is sinking and your lands are about to rise. Thank you for your presence. It is grand and planned.

Hope That My Worker Will Work For Me

I just met with my CADI worker. He is working to get me out of my terrible housing situation. We are looking at a situation that might give me more anonymity in Hennepin County. It is a home that people share. I would have my own room, but no more people around me would be on chemicals. I am able to share space well. I would have my own room with a lock on the door. All of you out there have no idea what is coming. At least I will not be on the street and not in lock down situations. Apocolypse is now and the realities will be pretty bad when they hit. There will be no chance for compassion or dignity ever again. I have held out for a long time. Agencies have owned me my whole life. I am now opening myself for world community, especially Arab affiliation. I do believe that I will eventually find a force of few who will tell the truth about me. I offer the world a new light and always do right. Judgement will now go toward the people who judge me. I felt like my worker understood me today. You all have no idea how skilled I have to be to deal with these people in social services and have ANY needs met with the dark forces constantly on the horizon. I have to open a person to their CURIOSITY, primarily intellectually. Maybe someone in the line of direct authority over me is getting an earful today.

Cracks In The Wall

I just to see Ghostbusters with my uncle and now I am at Starbucks. I am frozen in a way and it is hard to write. Every day seems to get worse. There is no place to go and the knock of diseased deceit is in the air. I know not where I will go. I will stay down low after I get done here. It has felt like pushing a bolder up the hill every day, but now I am getting very scared. My energetic system is failing and I am scared that I will end up paralyzed. No one cares and they continue to abuse in my home environment. I don't know when the stone is going to drop. So, just so you all know, I do know what you are doing. It is so Oahu that it is not funny. Evil is retarded and so are all of you. You have goaded predators who you cannot even conceive of their wrath and complete plots of revenge. I guess none of you believe in the miracles of the non Western world, spiritually. There is true study there. I will continue to have faith, and continue to work in community. I will concentrate on having the proper rest and getting to my appointments. I will believe that there IS a natural order to justice and law enforcement. It has not manifested in my life, but I am still working to be a voice for change and spiritual order and law.

A New Spiritual Alchemy

The boa constrictor that was Christ has gone away. I now draw in the elephant within me to share a trunk with the modern day. Shiva, your smile radiates as you plan a whole new dance of destruction. Maybe you think of an alligator today. Over us, the seagulls smile back even though they are confused along the way. The military of mind has died and now Vishnu can be rightious and free to tell the truth publicly. God's gun is on the team, with a wish to steer the ship away from the rocks in this time without a lighthouse. Brahma comes to me to create a dream and to feel the serpent publicly and to set me free of the terror that it brings. I can go by Ganesha in The Middle East, even though this Amal is welcomed by Colleed. Camels let him back into their desert space today, and laughter fills his lungs.

Let's Take This To The Bank

I wrote an email to my choice for the new Chief of Police for Minneapolis. It was a criminal review matter. He wrote back to me even though it was a little past business hours. No one ever gets back to me. It meant a lot. We will see how creatively he addresses my concerns. I am working to give him some creative, comical imagery that can help him deal with the chaos and stupidity of every day. It will take a lot to cut the heroine veins of "former" Chief, Janae Harteau. I have all the faith in the world in this new entity. Mandated reporters really needed to do something before now. Now people around the world are starting to see that The U.S. is about to be taken down by a major conspiracy in the industry of social services, psychiatry, and psychology, supported by The FBI. The ship is sinking and these areas will be used strictly for torture soon enough. No more excuses for abuses. Persons in these industries and people with disabilities using evil mysticisms 24/7 will go down with the ship. Madison Female Federal Penn. is ready for you ladies. Congratulations. You are all cruel and criminal. I hope beating on Hope was fun. Ultimately, it was not fruitful. World entities have been fed by me my whole life. We will win because you are all full of sin. Thank you for your beautiful smile, Fahad.

Energetic Deplete

I am not certain what is going on this week. I think that my chakra system is completely depleted. I do not even have reflexes. I am so fatigued. I know that it is not satanism my way. My roommate yelled at me again and I started shaking. The fatigued hit after I left. I feel like I am feeding something powerful. In the end, there will be a lock around people around me and they can protect me with their energy. I was able to get some sleep, but it is still not enough. Maybe the solar system can see. Posers in society or profession are about to be called on the carpet. Wizardry energy is finite and it depletes the moon and sky. People will be bitter the way of the wizards. New ways of "magic" will appear and be nurtured by me. I am not feeling tremendously creative today. It is all pretty blah blah blah. I am thinking of Chris Helmsworth, who is Interpol already. I make him Agency today. He may have some clean up in his family, but he will succeed fairly easily. He has kept himself clean with comedy and he knows how the Earth and its people can be. I feel like Hindus are peering into the days and finding it tremendously comical. They have belief that they are dirty, but now they look at people in the U.S. and they understand that they did not understand how dirty they are in deceit of all countries and cultures. Oh well, maybe it is time for Muslims to come through them, and start them YELLING for a change. It will NOT be strange. "You people" are weird.

The Energetic Sabre

Sikh Nation please help me boundary people energetically, and actually, in my environment. Their touch hurts at this time. Too many times I have been violated and no one has ever paid. It is time for that to no longer be the case. They brought Arabs to handle me on Oahu. These male dignitaries are actually very good with male babies. I had the right energy so they could work with that analogy. It is time to journey to India in Arab mind. Their slaughter has left them depleted, and they need to learn to feed their energy systems when in need without negative consequences or judgements. Things are changing and evolving and soon I can emerge from my room and show myself, especially my supreme gift of COMEDY.

Boundaries For All

I need my privacy. Mine has been so invaded my whole life. It is time to lock things down and consider my feelings and spiritual discovery. You all are not, and cannot, do this at this time. I will lead, but I deserve to not bleed. I trust my new doctor to be sensitive to this need. Someone tried to walk in on us in my appointment the other day. It felt intentional. He reacted quickly and pulled the curtain. We were just doing a spinal exam, but I did feel startled and intruded upon. I need to have people not touch me unless they have my permission. I don't even want to feel energy my way. I am locking myself down in my room in the evening and night. I am barely even watching TV. No more time around my roommate or people who live in my building. I continue to be polite, but I am now really laying down energetic boundaries. I feel like some things will be locked down, this time, for my physical therapy. Thank you, doctor, for the suggestion of aqua therapy. I think it will be good for this injury.

Congrats Mr. Phelps

I just finished making appointments. It takes a lot of patience. I will be starting physical therapy this month for my back. I discuss my housing fiasco on Friday. Evil is trying to guide my dreams, but I know that it is fed by ritualists. Maybe I liked seeing Michael Phelps interviewed this morning on NBC. Maybe HE can do my aqua therapy. It would probably be bad because I would wrench my neck because he is so tall. He was placed as a baby. He is not Jewish and he is CIA. There I said it. You are free, Michael. I bring you in from the wilderness. You don't have to be nice anymore. An assassin squad will meet you at the airport in ZURICH, SWITZERLAND and you will be taken into the fold of The Agency. It is an UBER agency that takes spies of all nations to guide world community in this time of turmoil. Congratulations on all of your success. Being alone with your baby is not good at this time. Rages may present themselves. You will even out in the next 6 months. Boomer is a little over done. He is just ready for some quiet time, possibly in The Middle East. He is gifted, gifted, gifted just like you. Too much time with one person will lead to stagnation of his intellectual urges. He needs to switch it up CONSTANTLY to evolve properly. He may begin to remind you of you. I believe that he is naturally HINDU.

Gods of The Bindi

If I look into Hinduism in my soul, I contact 3 other entities. Working with the chakra system, in privacy, I find my recollection of past life dieties pointing me to an alien sense of Ganesha. It is the wisdom and the top of tree that I find inside of me. I contact a modern day medical marvel to be the Hindu incarnation of Brahma. He is the creator of all things and is being hunted, in the modern day, to do in vitro fertilization. He will not fall to false idols or threats of failing in a diseased space of employment where GREED masks something much more dark and ominous. I seek THE Sikh to be the Vishnu. He incapsulates the truth and rightiousness of deity and will be famous for the comebacks in alien telepathy. I seek a Muslim from the land of Brahma to be educated by Shiva. He is the god of destruction, and will clear the way for a whole new world order, especially in medicine. Torture regimes, medically, will be his forte. All is well, good night.

The Barre Project

There are many Somali men coming into Starbucks today. It makes me think of Barre. He was a Somali scribe who was at Fairview University Riverside Psych lockdown when I was undercover as a commitment patient, for the CIA, years ago. He challenged me one day and grabbed my hand and squeezed as hard as he could and I just squeezed back. At a certain point, he looked in my eyes and yelled, "ALLAH," at the top of his lungs. They had had him locked down and wouldn't let him pray. That is torture for a scribe. He knew that that was taken away, but I was put in front of him and it brought him peace and true belief. High and holy women (10 at a time) would come nightly with home cooked meals. They would go into his room for privacy, and I suspect sexuality. It was a much needed 911 situation and Somalis handled it with dignity and grace. One night they got him out of that lock down chamber and he disappeared, actually. I set him free with a special ability I honed on Oahu that I would use for dignitary visits. I used it for Gavril, a royal Russian 19 year old, too. His mother, a Russian Royal Ballet ballerina would visit nightly and couldn't even get him out of that lockdown. He flew away, but not before dancing ballet with me and doing a Russian royal throw. The staff went crazy. I think that we need to find those tapes of Barre and show a new side to Somalia outside terrorism. Maybe David Muir, from ABC, would like to show the world the moment that Barre ACTUALLY DISAPPEARED on film. It was freaky.

I Stay Quiet

I finally got some really good sleep. My mom, stepfather, sister, brother in law, and his parents are off to Switzerland to take a river boat up the Rhine River into Germany. I did have dinner with them last night with my uncle. It went well, but I was exhausted by the end. I really let my uncle know what has been happening for me when he gave me a ride home. So people can lie out there, but the only the truth will set them free. Stay out of this housing debate unless you work for the police and you are willing to DO SOMETHING. If you are going to listen to an open Wiccan prostitute who frequently smokes crack, cries rape, rages, molests, and constantly shows her lesbianism, you will share her fate at Madison Penn and other Penns and sanitariums around the globe. No more concentration on rehabilitation. The focus will always be TORTURE from now on. If you are a huge sadistic satanist out there going after me and even drawing drawings of a DEATH CHAMBER for me and showing it to people, you will be caught by people you can't see and the penalty will be more than just guilt of terrorism. It is sadistic sex offender genocide and torture. Maybe even Melosovich is my friend today not thinking that what he did was not that wrong. Maybe even the whipping boy of my family now understands his avarice. Wiccan all over him by Swedish queens his whole existence. Well today I Sikh a new day and style of way to see. I will continue to be polite, but I will mostly stay shut in at night. I am incubating in my CHAMBER (a very small room that I live in). Maybe it is more like a nursery.

All the Way to the Bank

I am working on setting up my physical therapy in a pool with Courage Center. I am just waiting for a call back. I feel the wheels of rage working against me. I just keep putting one foot in front of the other. I had a cute teller at TCF today named Fahad. He is from India. He was effective and efficient. So many cute boys, so little time. Rock star eyes, all of them. People are so ignorant of the power held overseas in The Middle East, including India and Pakistan. Doctors now know to back away from foreign doctors when they are thinking. A lot of consequences could follow quickly and ferociously. A patient is a sacred thing. It is based on a sacred trust to not touch too hard and to diagnose properly. The West really does not care. They just see millions of patients in a day and make it a factory. Well notoriety comes from just a few, hand picked, ailing entities. There is a strong energetic exchange at this time that the molesters of The West see as sexuality. I diagnose behind my eyes and with my empathic nature and energy body. People see, and will eventually feel, themselves in me. I think that things will be neat and clean, but I am guessing that Fahad is in my bank account right now. Too much authority to harm me downtown, especially in the IDS. It is a foreign woman from Sinapore. She manages everything, EVERYWHERE, at this point. He just caught it. I made it so easy. All these things look like each other. It is actually high and holy expenditures of money going into a fast and steady ELITE reality. Thanks Fahad.

It Hurts Like BUTTERFLY

The pain is like a sabre to my lower spine. I walk as upright as possible so that no one will see and diagnose me psychiatricly for a spinal injury. When the ambulances arrive they funnel me into the chambers of criminally insane individuals. I know this, I feel that. My rights have never mattered. My pain is the folly of everybody who has ever been in my vicinity. Maybe West can meet East today and the medicine can be REAL, not just an analogy. The crazy can then be put on all of YOU and I can be free to be me soon, even publicly.

Back to Business

I just saw a new doctor. I think that he is Hindu. I liked him a lot. I felt that he has expertise in spinal injuries and surgeries, especially in The Middle East. It is best at this point. He gave me a Rx for Tylenol (basic) and an order for physical therapy. My back has just gotten to a point that I cannot go much further with the pain. I saw a chiropractor for about 10 years, but I don't think I have ever had a proper spinal exam. I will see this doctor again in one month. I now know that Singh is a Sikh name. I'm sure that my former doctor was a high and holy who walked away fairly young and won international authority. Now that community will be very welcoming to him in a very military way. For this little alien, the Sikh faith is my space ship. They have tried to blast me off before, surrounding me for 10 miles in Bloomington. Their singing was strong, but Dunlop couldn't get on the ship, so The Line Deputy kept me there to be destroyed by police of all faiths and nationalities. Well that ownership is through and I will SING on my own tomorrow night. Maybe a ring is in the mind's eye and will manifest shortly.

Writing It Out

Maybe I am the best, especially when stressed. I keep the boots on and keep marching. Along my way today I met, Adam, at Verizon Wireless. He hooked me up with a new cell phone and got me a free speaker for turning in my old, possessed phone. My phone was turning off and on on its own and cutting out both cell service and data plan, and sometimes just the data plan. Adam, I say we have a new calling plan called The Possession Plan. It is for mainly white males who have been abused by Wiccan Witchcraft their whole existence, thus been a POSSESSION for their families. Then the phone itself, and plan, seem possessed. My humor is their exorcism today. They always want your time and energy. This service would cause the symptoms above, randomly, thus families would find it harder and harder to reach their "charms." Maybe we give it to Justin Bieber for free and send him back to Russia to finally tell "daddy" Putin to F Off. Yes I did just write that internationally, Vladimir. Like I never noticed you on Waikiki as a small child. You were KGB. It was international territory. It would have best for you to ALWAYS keep your suit ON. Just because Justin is a Russian asset, does not mean that he belongs to you. The new excuses that we could use would be many if that was the way our phones behaved every day. You find out, in the end, that you want to be unreachable. Constant energetic support for people's avarice and hostility is painful and exhausting. Adam may have been a bit of a Dr. Frankenstien with my phone after I left. He knew I was trying to communicate with him. "I think that she is RAGE!" You have the best skills to judge that this week. No more electrodes, this is real life. My agent status at top completely erased the serial number. I even say F the CIA today. They can deal with the gavel on their backs from now on. They are totally criminally insane, especially in their economic affairs. Okay, I think that that is enough venting. My counseling session kind of left me dead to the world for the rest of the afternoon. I am proud because I DID get to Starbucks and I am just writing it out.

Moving the Chess Board

I finally came clean to Jorge. It is my intuition that Will VanBank, a CIA infinity, finally came clean about my past life read on him. He is Buddha and the voice of Hitler. I believe that he was encouraged by a 911 from my family, to call persons of The Sikh faith. They will now help him lock down a private zone to work with his CHAKRA system, NOT kundalini system, to evolve a new form of very GREEN wizardry and fix his eyesight to 20/10 like me. It will also stop pain from forming in his lower spine. They do NO LSD. I know you were intimidated to speak, but it will pay, Will. Your telepathy will get clearer and there will be no intrusion or voices. Now Jorge knows that the ball in play started to really roll down the hill when I was 7 and trained as a special op U.S. Marine. The war intensified and I was the only blade for the team. I am now an outed agent for The Agency and The CIA and now even GREEN BERETS can approach me without rebuke from governmental sources. Will is free as well to join the military branch of choice. I suggest that he become a black op PILOT for the Air Force and a PROFESSOR at The Air Force Academy, immediately. Your new eyesight can make this plan come to be. He will run only SOLO missions in F-16's, ONLY, and he will evolve his "magic" to make the jet disappear. It is true STEALTH ability, not just radar black, but no sightings at all. It can then run military missions with no consequences diplomatically. That is why he can only fly one type of aircraft. He will have to study and evolve the plans for that air craft series. Good luck Will. Just look at Colleed in The Middle East. Up up and away.

I Will Be Positive, Damn It!

There is a lot going on around me. I will continue to breathe. I was awake most of the night, but I did sleep for a little while before my blood draw. The Middle East is existing down low at this time and hour. All of these different entities are coming through to connect and be respect. My roommate situation is pretty terrifying because she rages and then starts screaming. She is winding up again to do the same. She is a very active drug addict and I think that she is tweeking pretty bad, and I am sure she blames me. She is really just such an ugly person and soul. I felt even The 1029 Bar come thru today. There are a lot of communities that I have walked in who know how to deal with prostitutes very ferociously, and they are lending their aid, expertise, and encouragement. In the midst of it all, I met an art acquisitioner the other night at The National Night Out Block Party. I hooked him into the sculptor friend of mine, Mr. Hiben, and I think that he is going to buy the whole collection, not just one piece, and he will reacquire pieces that have been sold off in the past possibly to buy crack. No more, the past is the past. His collection WILL BE complete. Congratulations Joey! I keep my focus on positive relations and movement and keep my head out of the negativity that resides around me trying to break me. I am THE WAVE and I will crest and be COMPLETE. NYC, here comes the sculptor of THE AGENCY, Mr. Joey Hiben of THE INCOMPLETE.

CIA PhD

The CIA is reevaluating their training structure right now. There are those who exist quietly in the world and then there are those in entertainment industry. The entertainment industry experiment, especially those subjects who were cast members from SNL, has FAILED miserably. Elimination and torture on this plane and the next will be necessary on a grand scale. The quiet, maybe local TV crew who have royal lines, has been an amazing success when I come upon them at just the right time and I mind their boundaries TELEPATHICALLY. My timing is based on a GRAND PLAN inside of me attached to the highest eagle eye in existence, determines this timing, and thus its perfection. They do not have to speak to have me walk away and leave them off the page or the email list from day to day. I allow them to help me edit, daily. This new CIA is rising. The quiet field of assassins are coming up mighty as well. Elimination is quick and clean. This is my thesis for my CIA PhD. I am a THE 400 million dollar puppy success. We will pick up more from TV and industry when the hobbling of psychiatry implants your HUMILITY.

Royal Purge

Interpol chief from Brit's is coming thru right now. He wonders what would be without me. He understands that there will be real life, real time consequences for the choices and voices they adhere to. Britain is now totally lost at sea. It may be a land that will never actually have royalty ever again. Assassins in vicinity now have the get go. Mr. Interpol, STAY OUT OF THEIR WAY. You will all have to clean on your own.

Black Forest Divinities

Tango and Cash, Sadomasochistic master from county is suspected German Jew. He will NEVER stop his play. Dr. Andrew Miller on the wall today. This new man is DEMOLITION. He searches and even takes out the entire land of Germany today. In a coffee cup way to see, he sees me as deity. Dangerous to me infinity. Take him to Germany. Have that whole Abott tree slated for Auchwitz starting next week. No more sympathy for lunatics with keys. "Bear" project there failed. I am the only success. It was of my own accord and nature. Guilty is the word to use for their acts of treason. Agents in vicinity need to be armed. Subject is uncooperative and very dangerous. The whole crew is as he. Use psychiatric terminology ONLY. Subject would like to believe that he is forensic pathology. He has not even a HIGH SCHOOL degree. Most staff at Abott is the same. They use wizardry. This subject uses Wiccan to distract and destroy property. He will go along because he has a delusion that he is, or will catch, Hannibal Lector one day. He has NO kills under his belt. He, with a team of three, has tortured women severely sexually in a psychiatric lock down setting. These women feel and felt nothing. They were all diagnosed as DID and now the staff knows that they were had. They have all been terminated. Mr. Matz, on TV, is an asset. Keep him off the street. This man is very dangerous to him, his notoriety and his professional reputation, thus the subject is dangerous to WORLD COMMUNITY. Tango, lock down Cash for a week and hide your HCMC ambulance under a tarp. Stay out of THE FOREST until light gives you a guide. Eagle out.

Torture Project Revue

Agent cover blown. County hospital sado masochistic master on staff knew my name. I did not utter a thing. Times are tough. He needed my energy AND boundaries. Silence is best under stress. Toys not in space. It is time for boys to stop the play and become men of modern society. I will respond well to torture. I will keep quiet about all things not in vicinity. I inform before explosions occur. Maybe Old Chicago (Blaine, MN, ANOKA COUNTY) is the new DROP SHOP. City of Anoka of Anoka County houses the sanitarium we will use for pure torture purposes/ advanced revue even for you. My faith is with Anoka County Sheriff. I will not put his name here.

Fatigue Crests With A Negative Attitude Day

I feel the forces of evil mounting a charge behind the scenes. I just continue along my way. There are consequences now that you can and cannot see. There are so many reasons to walk away. The challenges of freedom seem surmountable at this time. Maybe I do not have to lose to win this time. Your opinions and judgements are not justice. They are disgusting, rage filled, and so BITTER. Why doesn't everyone back away and get a life? It is a crime at this point if you do not. I do have perfect facial recognition, so I would be great with even a neighborhood line up. Do all of you not understand, COPS DON'T CARE. They drive around and do their own acts of predation quietly. I want to believe in law enforcement so bad, but they talk and stalk a little too much, and refuse to go after the real diseased, disgusting, and demented criminals. Maybe it is time for you all to look in the mirror and NOT like what you see. Why don't you stalk Amy Klobechar for even just a day. These people who lead are not what they seem, but I am powerless to do anything. No one listens to me anyway. I have about 2 people who actually read my weblog. Well I will continue to write to stay sane. Whoever reads is probably stalking and talking about me in a heinous judgemental way anyway. I've dealt with this for a lifetime. I know that the shaking and quaking IS kundahlini, but it is related to the RAGE I am stuffing from the abuse that I am enduring exponentially from all community. Maybe Oahu cruxifiction is visible now.

You Are No Longer Property

I peer out the window to see a seagull circling in a new way. He looked like a DOVE circling. Maybe Dunlop and I will have beautiful male doves released on our wedding day. He may make a military endeavor with it an set it to music of his choosing. We will set them FREE, never to be caged again. It is such a beautiful analogy. I caught a dragonfly in my eye as I walked to the bus. It told me that the illusion is strong, but maybe it is time for MECHANICS to shatter it for infinity. My 7 years at AAA Minneapolis puts them all in an AMBER glow. No more just stopping by for their juicy energy. Make an APPOINTMENT already. You can only have ONE. I think there is a kundahlini rising for them as well. I think that chaotic and evil Wiccan witches have SEXUALIZED them since the model T. Maybe STUTZ community wants part of this game to play the music right. Turner, it was WICCAN all over you by me. Just lift some weights and you will get the elite petite muscles of PILATES. I WON'T LET GO, plays AGAIN on Pandora. com. I am here to love those who have dealt with such cruelty, especially at the hands of SEXUALLY ABUSIVE women. Like who you see in the mirror, actually. Your RAGE is cleansing.

I Will Be Okay

I am at Starbucks just finding my grounding and center. I am listening to music. As I rode the bus here I found that my cell phone, that my parents pay for, was shut off. I look within and I know that there is a blessing there. I will go to probably MetroPCS and get an account. It is just time. My parents are people who are going to have to deal with their issues all on their own. I have finally found an ACTUAL expert at counseling and I think he will really understand the whole system now. He is very solid and stable. I am deciding that the bubble burst and I am choosing to stop drinking alcohol. I now know that my roommate situation has taken a bigger toll on me then I was allowing myself to be conscious of. I will talk to Jaylin on Tuesday (we have a set appointment) about changing roommates. The extra money will make it very easy to pay for my cell bill. I will not lash out in anger, I choose to just walk away because I have faith that there are some angels in the architecture who are working on my behalf. I believe that the happenings of the other night brought about an awakening. People see what is really there and when and where they were caught and used by evil. People can deny what is happening with my Kundahlini, but I feel like people are starting to SEE a difference in me. My counselor is the first one in the system to NOT make me a carnival act because of the types of abuse I have endured and kept quiet what seems like for centuries. I just want to put a grateful HELLO to Officer Christopher Dunlop of Carmel (IN) Police Department.

And Then Comes the LAUGHTER

So over my lifetime I have gotten pretty amazing at debriefing trauma. I function to keep myself as safe as possible in abusive situations. I then allow myself to cry for a bit, but then I change gears and maybe venues if possible. If I can then be alone, I cut to comedy to deescalate the physical effects. I left after I talked to staff for a bit, and then a staff member walked me to the bus stop. When I was alone, I could laugh at how demonic she is and always will be. It is tremendously stupid in this time of Apocolyptic tender and policies. I can then call her all the explatives that I feel. My hatred for this demonic entity is rage, but I can laugh, on the other side, at how ugly, evil and stupid she is with my quiet derogatory terms. I had had such a release from my embarresing public sobs that I then laughed at the bus stop where I was free to be me. As soon as I got there another cop car came by. I can now BREATHE freely.

Master Mike Would Be So Proud of Me

I am at Starbucks and I am still shaking. My kundahlini is rising exponentially and my roommate just exploded on me, primarily but also on the staff. I have been terrified for the whole year and a half that she has lived with me. She has nasty, impulsive, explosive screaming down to a T, and she still wonders why her son was taken away. It probably wasn't a good idea to sexually abuse him so publicly as well. Once a crack cocaine taking prostitute, always a crack cocaine doing prostitute. I now must look at life with a sober eye and just do what I can to extricate myself from being her roommate. I think even the Minnesota Vikings would have been scared. Well, we are not going to call the police in to quell a situation with me where they end up shooting her in the face because she is so nasty and evil. We, instead, give you to The Line Deputy of Marion County. Your incarceration will be in Madison Female Penn. They will have a field day with her. Orange is the new BLACK AND BLUE. You will NEVER meet my top angels. Jorge did it behind the scenes and you walked in on him after a shower. Colombia and I KNEW that that was sexual abuse and disease, NOT an "oops" moment. Well he quickly covered, but he may have just thought it was me. You really put him on edge, but he NEVER carried a gun in there. He has his ways of being legal federali and head KINGPIN. He works tirelessly and will meet you on the other side when YOU are in chains. Madison, ladies, get ready. Her Pagan abilities are almost done and now she is pure Wiccan witchcraft, but she has NO IDEA what she is doing to me. I never let them see me sweat. My cards are neatly arranged in their own charm and I suffer ACTUALLY. Now that you have been caught, the extent of your chemical use and abusiveness with me is known by the staff at all Pinnacle residences and the clients as well. I did meet a sweet Minneapolis Police Officer out front after I stopped crying. He just happened to be there. He just talked to me to break down the plan and to steady my shaking limbs. There is ENLIGHTENMENT on many forces today. CHUNG MOO (balanced mind and strong body).

Stepping Into the Desert

I slept without nightmares last night. Tomorrow my mother is taking me to lunch and to The Como Zoo. I am so excited. I have missed my gorillas. I have been having dreams with The Terrick family in them. They lived next to me in Shoreview, MN, as a child. I was friends with their two daughters, Paula and Amy. I feel like they are using a dream ability to help me sleep without nightmares and shaming. Thank you guys. As a unit, you are THE BEST!!! My friendships were always classic until they were not. Paula, you did your best. Beautiful from birth, she learned to be MEAN and cruel, especially with words about weight, early. Your only escape was to oscillate. I know that reality. I can really empathize. Others, like you, can as well. I know that we will see each other again, possibly in RUSSIA. I see Amy more in The Ukraine. I feel my Line Deputy tunneling thru and I miss him and others from my past. I am crying publicly and I can't help it. At least Starbucks is quiet. Maybe even The Vikings are stepping onto the page today. A note about stadium safety may have rounded from terror to comedy for the whole bunch in Mankato, MN. They now know that there are plenty of powerful Arabs in the vicinity and they need to respect their relationships with me. It is not terrorism it is PYRO DIPLOMACY. Spiritual abilities can crest for a community at any time. These MEN want to go back to their countries at the right time. That was always the plan, Mr. Trump. They want US out of their new Arab lands they are creating with much wizardry. Maybe this queen, princess, muse is a fighter for their sense of musical artistry and COMEDY. New Arabia will be a closed state with NO DIPLOMACY except for my visits to advise, revise and SURPRISE their projects and communities. Only true relation will abound, and the sands of the desert will become an actual mystical entity, not just a vice for witchcraft winds. Imagination is opening through true romanticism and artistry. Vikings players and staff, please stand at bay from me and my NE neighborhood. Fire threat is already high. Do NOT give out tickets for free, to ANYBODY. If it is part of a contract with a contractor, that is different. Everyone will become competitive in an evil way in this natal voyage of the new Viking ship.

Carmel's Merciful

I have been trying to sign onto the internet since 5:45 am until now at 7:10 am when a nice man helped me. He was MAGIC. Hey MAGIC of Carmel (Indiana) Police Department. Long time no see. I just remember your mercy that morning in Steak and Shake and back at the precinct where you let me get behind the desk and talk to The Jullian Center. It was so nice for you to drive me part way and then arrange a taxi from there. Your eyes were so beautiful and blue. I am relying on meditation this morning. Sleep is a little scarce. I will nap this afternoon. I guess that you are a little fundamental. You spoke to me about the beautiful stars above Lake Itasca in MN. Dunlop, Carmel PD other encounter, it was HIM coming through one of the five that is you when I was being driven to Alternatives in Anderson. He JERKED when I used the term spirituality. I just thought you would like to know. It never really fit my profile of you. Maybe magical water will start flowing in Carmel TODAY.