Be Careful With This Dimension

 Today, this bird did not fly.  I tried to make eye contact with the rest of the flock and it was not possible.  Everyone is going to have to make up their minds soon enough.  There are not the resources to keep us all in this realm.  There is a PCP dimension.  The Air Malasia passengers are all there, trapped, for all eternity.  Stay away of that drug.  It collapses the difference between the spiritual realm and the material realm in one's mind.  I will stay behind the scenes today and now I will pray for freedom on this Sabbath day.

Oz Is No Home

 I am live here watching Jeff Wagner on live looting TV downtown Minneapolis.  what was left now has the evil flying monkeys destroying it.  This Dorothy is scared and her Toto is long gone.  The Line deputy is about to receive courage for his cowardly streak.  It surfaced as laziness, but now he sees that these blacks on TV are SCAREY baby.  He will lead the new world order as the only military GRAND MASTER of The KKK.  No new membership after today.  Everyone has their groups and Black Supremacy needs to be answered, especially on TV.  Because the wizard has held me in OZ, people don't hear my cries or thank me for giving the army of Tin Men that are Mormons their hearts.  I would say that the scarecrows have been the media anchor men.  I take away their LSD today and say, just SEE the reality of this Helter Skelter.  The dragonfly is a friend in OZ.  It reveals the illusions that we now must acknowledge to have any society.  Oz has tried to down me, but I had the ruby red slippers all along.

Party At the Border

 I feel myself under the sea.  My TV stopped working a few moments ago.  I will have to race to the finish line tomorrow.  Maybe it seems like nothing to you, but it is real news to me.  Maybe news isn't real anymore and the one who screams that is delusional in his own way.  All governmentals refuse to acknowledge the mystical and I am the head of sorcery through a library feed of divinity at Cambridge.  Nickolaus, I am the one who still calls you sir.  Baby baby, I also manage material means.  The convention will move with the tides, but can be stopped by the action of sharks.  The North Shore of Oahu was never the same after my father was carried out to sea by the undertoe as he went way over his head surfing with a long board in the 70's.  He wasn't my father anyway.  GEORGE, come into this reality and exclaim that I am your only misbegotten baby and mystical master.  Vampires around me, and come to be the intelligent energetic masters who can heal my injuries, show to everyone that I have no disease.  I can hear those around me who are so offensive.  I was walking today with my headphones on and Latino nasty female, I heard you say LOCO behind me.  You do not know me, but now we know you and we have the key to your store.  I have been so kind to Latino community, but I am done now.  Gentleman, you should have taken care of these evil females and nasty children who believe that they are holy.  Border Patrol, I make Officer Richard the head of that operation.  It is so Fast and Furious.  Have fun with your own disease, ladies.  Steal from me, openly, and I hand you my mystical thief.  I am angry and no one will ever know the pain that these loco woman have brought to me.

The Constant New In Me

 I am here under the tree and I see an eye staring out from it's bark at me as I sleep.  I now know that I am going through an empathic healing connection with a familiar who has endured a head injury from a young age.  I am showing more signs every day.  I will not discuss further at this time.  I chose this instead of a shaming disease from where the Grand Plan was created.  I just endure so that we can know each other and not be afraid.  I can pull it through quicker before it hits all world community.  Man behind the counter who cannot spell my name properly, I can see that you cannot read.  You jumped up to the register so that we could eat today.  There is a deaf and mute being, and a telepathically and actual dyslexic, coming through.  It is not a spell, but it gives you eyes to see the realities around me, you, and team hockey too.  I had to be the professional for football notoriety.  During season, I endure their concussions, especially Tom Brady.  I do a good job of pushing myself, but today I almost got lost in the lightbulb section of Target.  All is well.  I took a few minutes and then dealt with the technical industry and key.  I have gotten online and I write.  I will move forward, but I did have a neurologist diagnose this blunt force trauma from a young age with an EEG.  The doctor yelled so I did stay awake.  No fugue state that day.  Now I put the pieces together.  I am this challenged and I keep going, maybe all of you can cut me some slack.  You scream like I should be "normal" as if I can't have a reaction when I endure an injury or abuse from you.  This circle is so sick.  I have been so spiritual and responsible in reaction.  I really keep it so well behind the tartan plaid curtain in this puppet show.

Being the Mastermind Who Solves It All

 I see today that I have finally put the whole picture together.  It is media, music, athletics, charity, royalty (national origins), law, law enforcement, academics, different industries (engineering), "hate groups", library, all mystical traditions, family of origin, communities and lands here and abroad, medicine, intelligence agencies, correctional systems, politics, frats and sororities, militairies, militias, torture groups, different ethnicities and religions, service industries, and awards in all areas.  I have put the puzzle together all by myself.  The last piece was the use of wizardry around Chris and Andrew Cuomo.  It was the piece that is New York City and who and what we are tied to in all of these areas by family.  I have mapped the scenes of history that were false and what is truth.  I have shown the injection of ability coming from all entity.  I have defined the deceit of minority and disability.  Imagery has been the way, but we cannot make it on that after today.  All PhD of disciplines of every form and shape forms the architecture of Apocalypse that becomes quicker every day.  It is the Anthropology of Epidemiology.  It took a lifetime of torture and many times of horror.  When I was tortured the most, my hair would become black and my arms would seem to have no joints.  I became the RING THING.  It was the E.T. being in me dealing with the Wiccan witchcraft coming my way.  I will offer up the last piece to the mastermind of war who can do it behind the scenes like me.  Oh, it feels so good to be done.

Dream Identity

I have been watching the Democratic National Convention.  It has been going off without a hitch.  I am feeling like there are criminals all around me.  It has to do with the merging of my bank with another bank and also living quietly.  People from my past are insatiable and servers around me have overcharged me quite a bit in the last few decades.  I won't even go to karaoke anymore, even if the bar was open.  It was awful when I was in Indianapolis, IN.  Well pilots are going at disabled racers, and gay partners of firemen.  This group is larger than you know.  Yesterday I watched some back episodes of The Animal Planet show The Secret Life of the Zoo.  It is about the Central Park Zoo in New York City.  I really liked it, except they did a procedure of a male tiger and he could not be revived.  The female kept looking around, but he was nowhere to be found.  It made me cry.  I, again, had fairly strong dreams.  I have people who scream for me behind the veil of the dreamscape.  I am so sick of them.  Now I know that I was made very vulnerable to dream spells from a very young age.  My master can now see.  It is not my unconscious, conscious, or subconscious, it is spells that create the visions of what people want me to see.  They fight to become part of my present reality.  Every once in a while my artistic nature comes through, and I do have a dream of meaning, structure, and spirituality.  I will just hold my head high and stay strong today.

Arms Above Me

I got some new earings at Kolhs yesterday.  One was hoops and one was studs.  I did also get myself in the SLP outdoor pool.  It was so cold.  I swam only 500 meters, but that is because the sun gets in my eyes.  I normally swim 1000 yards.  My hands were numb when I got out.  I had Virgil ( the top gorilla male on the planet) in my dream.  I am feeling like he is being studied empathically, chemically, and by personal visits, by the zoo in DC.  Virgil even does chores every day.  He knows that is what I did and do do.  In the dream. Virgil was standing over me, and all I could see was huge gorilla arms were placed above me and his hands were absolutely huge. He was about twice the size that he is now.  His body was covered by midst and I could not see anything except for his arms and I knew to just stay conscious in a dream world and not to fear him.  He finally walked away.  I have to keep my dream ability to handle stressful situations. if I am to run a zoo properly.  Virgil, I blow you a kiss on your beautiful onyx snout.  Please think of me today and pray for my security as I lead from home.

I Am Here For You

I am now working on the intersection between politics and media.  This is why my PhD from Western in Kalamazoo, Michigan is so important.  Many talks deep in the night with my step uncle were so important.  He was on overload and I could listen and give my advice.  I had just moved to Owatonna, MN, and I was tremendously unhappy.  I was 12 years old. I got the phone on the first ring and he was impressed by that.  He showed me, and he showed me spin doctor authority.  He saw that it was very natural to me.  He spoke of a day that I would have to live day and night in praise the Republican ticket which was a foreign ticket to me.  He also mentioned that "hate groups" had a purpose to the survival of the human kind.  He said that law school would be so easy after enduring his "lectures" with me at all hours.  Now I am an integrated being and Buddhism is my mind state.  I will no longer fall prey to any particular religion.  This serves as the clocks on the wall.  I can speak empathically to all beings and their deep held beliefs.  Any day, in any way, I am here for you all.

Wanders In My Mind

I was able to sleep pretty early last night.  I think drinking in the sun at the pool was a drain on the system.  Not imbibing any liquids at time probably assisted in my fatigue.  I find that it is more difficult to write because I don't feel any connections this week.  We did see at least three fire vehicles, and that was nice.  I knew to swim first and then to do my physical therapy after.  It was just too darn cold.  The children were just so on top of me when I did my PT.  I also caught people staring as I swam.  I just continued to swim.  Maybe it was the sharks coming through because I have been watching shark week on Discovery (ha ha).  I feel that things have died down and I was able to pick some things up.  I will watch some videos on youtube.com and see if anything else comes up.

Words Drip With Pain Today

 There is a ripping and a terror in the boom tomb.  I come to say hello after that night.  You are nothing but heartless.  I will not forget.  I move on, but I allow myself to step away.  The eagles will never answer you again.  Be careful what you say.  Dogs hear the sounds and words beyond what the MR individuals around you.  I will not favor left from right.  I just stand to welcome a steed in the sun. We will ride away into the sunset.  Violence goes viral, and my dreams drip with pain and a wizardry that is almost leprosy.  I feel less than even nothing.  Now is your chance to see.  It will not be easy, but it is well earned by you.  Now the international dice have been shaken and not stirred.  I will just continue to hold my head high even though I feel a shivering in the pool and a stare and glare from even the children around me.  It is not a paranoia, it is reality.  I will buoy to hold me and all people around me up in the water.  I just needed to express myself today.

Too Cool for School

I moved into the medium heat of the day for lunch and to the St. Louis Park pool.  I was so cold I began shaking.  I knew to get out the pool and get ready for the day.  Since my bouts with hypothermia, I know not to mess around.  We then went to Trader Joes for my shopping for the month.  It is like a modern global market with amazing prices and amazingly civil people working there.  I know that school comes soon for these children, but few showed up today.  The clouds filled the sky and "Under the Bridge" plays for me in my mind's eye.  Be careful to stay away from that memory.  Anthony Kiedis does.  He is from a long lineage of very strong Klan Kin.  He is hawk, eagle, and phoenix witchery.  On top of all of that he, and all of the members of Red Hot Chili Peppers, are a Navajo tribe.  He gathers strengths himself for healing by being majorly satanistically vampiric, as the song implies.  He is a world renowned medicine man and healer.  Today I play the devil's advocate and wish for people who have stolen my keys to my apartment in the past, to end up on the street in the bleak midwinter, this Covid 19 year.  Blue eyes, it is time for him tobecome your number two for falconry.  He will catch you bird far away in another realm, and you will complete all things necessary in your community.

Watching You

I have stopped writing a bit as I watch others and they watch me.  Observance is the key to perception.  I am careful to not jump to presumption.  I just see what I can and I go from there.  I am happy to be a kog in the machine, but it can be hard to be the nothingness in the void.  I am something I cannot describe.  I am not my dreams, and I am not my pain.  I try to speak to the honor and gloriousness of the universe.  I listen to the voices of time and to the winds of the highest peaks.  Music is are a part of my every day.  Water is a space of powerful reverence.  I am buoyed to the stars in its midst.  My past, presence, and future form a colorful mandala for change.  I will continue to go forward in a clear and confused state, simultaneously.  As I see me in the mirror, I see you too.  The formation changes and as I hear come here, I also hear stay away.  It is okay for me to lay flat and see myself quiet on an beach formed in my imagination.  I would rather sit there, then let hostility in here.  My soul here has hit a wall.  Maybe the song that I sing in my dreams will soon be reality and I will be free to be the butterflies that I see fly together in front of me today.