My study of football has been long and I have been quiet for a long time. I had to get to a point where I was able to be in a pstion of enough power to report crimes against me to a responsible body. I did this through enduring a final round of very public torture that even writing this I am putting myself in peril. I just want all bodies to know that I am a person of honor and I leave the reposnbility of investigation of professionals in my life who have been beyond complicit to a very real complacent reality to those who are having to look within in themselves for being abusers of me. The only way I will have an almighty crew is if I do my work in a way that uses my concentration, gifts at debunking the falacies of no mystical play in the every day, using my brian damage that creates a barrier between me and the knowledge of people being around me if they are using any mystical art that cloaks. I finally know of both warlockery and vampirisim. Warlocks can be seen as entirely diffferent people. I am not just saying disguise. Vampires can cloak, be seen differently or not at all. I do not have gifts that keep me outside material realm reality. I am the alibi and sanity for the planet. I do not remote view, astral project, tunnel through, or portal. I appear as I am, but have lived at many diffferent weights and have hated myself for it. My intution, linked with measured blunt force trauma to my brain at birth (tested by top neurologist and psychiatrist Dr. joseph Shrandt) keeps me looking away and not questioning people's motives, lies, and mystical uses of their powers. Dr. Shrandt did confront my mother after he tested me with a world renound technique of using an EEG with very specific questionings and sounds. He was planted here in the Twin Cities at The Medical Arts Bldg. and thus they gave him a neurologist "partner" who knew nothing who was named Dr. Joseph Shrontz. Dr. Shrandt was ruined after he was so public about my test results to my mother. he left within the year. He was VERY deliberate to confront her in front of me in anger and with a raised voice. Famiily, I do not seek war. I seek to be happy and to have my men around me. My report was against Smiley Clinic, my family practitioner clinic to Smiley and to The Police. I just left the report 311 online to The Minneapolis Police, but I did let them know about my genital mutilation that Smiley refuses to admit to me. I was a person who did not even masterbate until the age of 23. My nights of molestation were not just one person. Mostly it was one at a time, but I got very little sleep, and I had to present as the best student in my classes and ane extremely competitive athlete as well. I did all the music (6 years classical piano, choir and solos, F and B flat French Horn, and Viola). I also did a myyriad of activities, charities, and positions of responsibility in community from a young age very publicly. I have worked hard, including 20 years of therapy about my abuse that was taped at times and was paid for, even weekly visits, by a very stingy Meidcare program. I am ready to be free and be married, but my enemies will still try to topple me and my authority and authorities. I will keep up the things in psychiatry that make you all so comfortable because you can say that I am psychotic. I am not and now I have a job and can work in the community, now that I can walk again, and I can move on. I suggest that all of you do the same. The wheels are in motion, but the world will not change overnight. I need to just live quietly with my cat and access the light and darkness in me in a quiet way. My spirit is strong and proven and this Buddhist Rinpoche is ready for the world to do their own karmic work. I did take my White Tara with me in my purse (unseen) for support and "luck" for my interview at Cub the other day. I began this piece with football. My almighties are with football except my line deputy and disparate others who we will find on the way. The core is football. I keep their names back now, but say that I have been working with them quietly here especially the last 10 days and since before my birthday when I became seriously physically ill and could not keep anything in my body for long. The rejection was complete and the humiliation after was as well. The lies have been told and documented and I will follow the regime even if it kills that which wishes to kill me. The Line deputy has released me from a bondage I will not go into and now my body will reflect those who are my powerful giants. They are physically elite, spiritually becoming sounder every day, mentally strong, brilliant, and have hidden talents and artistries that you all know nothing about. I must say that I am using telepathy as I go on my way, but I also speak, am direct, but I am always cordial and polite. My men have had their bondage as well and they are now getting into the fight against those who would say that I am actually a lesbian, because the secret is that woman, because of the witchcraft accross the board all practice types of sexuality with one another. It is now becoming clear to the tops in all industries and even the reality of believing a woman is a woman is becoming clear when that is not true. I am speaking not of transgender surgery, but those who have deceived in countries and in their lives their whole lives. Mystical birth is real. In vitro is too, but not for much longer. My tops have had to present with woman to be accepted as heterosexual, and not kicked to the curb, lied about, or rumored about, but I tell you now that these men are very violent at the top and what you see on TV in couplings in the white NFL is not as it seems. Pictures, movies, and TV are all affected by mystical means, mainly Wiccan. Even interviews can be thus. People may not even look as they look on film, TV, and in pictures. Warlockery makes it all worse around me, but it gives a private life to my men who needed protection so that their time to be could come. Be careful what you say and who you say it to. Recordings are afoot and I am not just speaking of cell phones. My crew has been very abusive to me throughout my lifetime, they have stalked. They are older than you all think. They have sabotaged me and made me feel that I was nothing. Around my worst abusers, they walked away and just commented to themselves that they were shocked to find persons with more avarice to be satanistic as they saw. I learned to endure satanism right away, and thus it is part of my everyday, and now I use it to heal, and eventually to rule. I do run accross my men, but I also know to walk away when the moment is through and to NEVER touch them, and to speak only in a cordial way as a stranger. I think of myself as a lowly because I still hate myself, my appearance (my feeling of loathing are subsiding with my men's care), and because I am socioeconomically poor. I know that I can survive this way, thus survive the stanism around me and continue to be cordial, appreciative, polite, and in the moment. As I work out pretty much daily, I grow stronger in many ways. Now that I have a job, my socioeconomic situation will grow better so that I can be freer to make some choices for me, and be seen more publicly. I ask the liquor industry, who has so slandered and used me, to stay away. I am working and you all are not in so many ways, but you do have jobs today and you can thank God for that. It is time to wrap up and say that I wish all well and it was just my time to tell the story behind the story and to say that my men are getting closer, I am becomer calmer and happier, and I feeling very directed in every moment. My writing is now more than before and is a lifeline. Thank you for reading.
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