Coffee Thoughts

There was this teller at my bank who I really liked and now I don't see him anymore.  I feel like he is very special to world community.  I will not share his name, but I wish to tell him that I am thinking of him today and I wish that he had never gone away.  Maybe sometime in the future I will understand what happened there.  I see the wings of a raptor spreading for him and my cousin, simultaneously.  They are beautiful, powerful, and full.  Maybe, one day, they will transport me to the moon.  Sometimes imagery can calm and center people.  I had disturbing dreams, and thus this image is helpful.  It helps me to sit at Starbucks, in Fridley, as I ground myself.  I feel a current moving beneath and on top it looks clean and even fairly calm.  I mind the comings and goings around me.  I am trying to feel connections, but everything feels far away.  I will listen to some music to try and guide and form my thoughts for now.