Zachaeus In the Counselor Chair

I am not completely conscious about why my pieces are coming together and my trauma is coming out to be healed, but it may be because I have fought off the influences that make me doubt myself. I am now believing that my current counselor lived a past life as Zacchaeus, the tax collector who came to see Jesus and sat in a tree. In The New Testament, the man was hated. I believe that Zachaeus just had good boundaries and he had reservations about this man they were rumoring to be "The Messiah." Jesus stood so tall, at 6'4", and thus he was intimidating to most and he was Azreal, The Angel of Death, thus he was just pain terrifying to most who were not living on LSD, PCP, or crack cocaine. It kept his crowds to a minimum. Zaccheaus, you are here for me. I am not Jesus, and I am not The Messiah. Telepathically, when I was leaving my appointment, I felt a communication from you that thought that I was. I am the extraterrestrial entity who is The Creator. There is a mystical magic to me, but I live as a commoner in society as I hide a flood of high and holy royal lineages in my blood. You existed as COUNSEL for Jesus, who was born poor and was REALLY BAD at managing his finances. He has that difficulty in this life as well. He is a man who lives quietly in Indianapolis, IN. His eyes will tell you all you need to know. He needs boundaries without violence and terror in this lifetime. As seen in the eyes of many, he has had a very tragic life, but he feels nothing. Maybe that changed when we were together and people saw me as his mystical mob boss mistress. I was always protected in the Carmel, IN, Nipper's 2 Bar. You were able to talk to him then with no pretense or supplication. You have taken my rage in theraputic context, and thus you are NOW prepared for him. He needs to SPEAK or he will go deaf. He needs to not have his chemical use questioned in any way. He needs to have people stop STALKING HIM, especially sexually. You are now a DON in NYC, just pick up the phone and call. As I come to be, HE will reach his infinity and realize that I DID believe and he IS The Secondary Apocolyptic Master, The Messiah Part 2, The Extraterrestrial Testament. Good luck on your space ship in your minds, guys. It is Sikhs tunneling thru.