Heartlight

My heart beats steady as I sit and search within for words to paint on the canvas again. It is not always the easiest thing to do. The light inside is shy today. I do feel like I am pushing the large stone up the hill. I watched a bit of the CNN coverage on the tumult that is occurring in The Democratic Party. Things will work out. There is always so much drama around the littlest things. I am trying to turn on the positive heartlight, but it is a challenge due to the disconnection I am experiencing. I have chosen pop over iced tea today, thus my vicinity is Taco Bell. They obviously have an internet connection. The people here do a great job of keeping things ship shape and clean. There are some voices from the past that ring in my head. They have wisdom, but also know the insanity that I relieved from the core of their souls. People will say what they do, but maybe I have some beautiful HORSES coming through to stampede for me. Change is difficult, but maybe this entity sees no light inside, but I commit to kindness, anyways. It is not an easy task.