A Magnificent Maelstrom

Expression of rage is a difficult thing to do because finding a safe and private space for it is such a challenge. I did it today in my therapist session. Now it is time to clean up the pieces like from the storm last night. People don't expect the lightning, so the thunder is almost always unacceptable. It can all create a maelstrom that is tornadic in description. I will just ride the bus through it all and trust my counselor to be a good bus driver. Maybe he is a little bit of a storm chaser. I can blow and then batten it down IMMEDIATELY if ordered to. There might have been some disbelief about the energetic of the situation, but not anymore. I take orders well and my trauma system was developed at birth. My nightmares have now been documented and my response to things in my living space. The habitrail system that they were looking for to experiment on in terms of mixed practicing of ritualisms and mysticisms has now been identified. The little girl in me screams at doctors who have treated me for allowing the proof to be kept away from me, the police, and the community of possible protectors from this type of anarchy. Well, I have done it, and now you all will have to and worse.