Sun Is Out, But Clouds Rule My Inner Landscape

I made it to IDS Starbucks and I am just trying to find a harp to play in my mind today. I must say that I get sensitive and I want to just stay behind the scenes. People laugh and it is not funny. Cruel brutality, socially, is a constant malady around me. You all KNOW, but you turn away or act like nothing is happening around me or to me every day. Who even cares who leads anymore? No one will have veracity of claim. People pretend that notoriety does not exist in my 45 years of existence. I just feel a little hopeless today because no one will say, "NO MORE!!! Leave her alone!" Maybe my breath will just cease and the disease around me will win, but I will find my actual nondemonic people on the other side. You all act so innocent and you practice sinful practices against God and Jesus Christ every day. He will be okay. I would never leave a man like that behind. Sleep, sweet sleep, will be his for eternity with no more humiliation or degradation. You all can live in this hell plane all by yourselves as you devour and torture each other for eternity. Maybe ALL of your psych records are in Marion County with a Line Deputy knows the full extent of the truth today. It is not just far reaching. It is across the board. Leave me alone to just be in my space that can birth comedy and actual solutions. No one even knows each other. You all lie and you represent yourselves to the world in a totally fallicious way. I see, but none of you want to hear. Today is just a vent before I break the wind with my silence and create a demon storm that is more than just locusts. Do any of you study anyway? It is all just gumbo in your head. Tyler, Marine Military Police who served at ground zero Hurricane Katrina, and was born and trained in Hamburg, Germany, you are released from Muncie, IN, today. Good luck and godspeed.