Calling Earth

I have been becoming more and more disociative this week. I am just so exhausted and I want to just hide away not around anyone. I wish I had some strong and steady arms to hold me while I deal with the tumult of this Earth colony. I make appointments and I keep them, but it is oh so difficult in this witching hour. How do you explain a brain in so much pain every day with no quelling in any community? Line Deputy, NO ONE CARES. I told you that once with a bang. I have to focus on this day so that I do not get hopeless. I just feel like my plate is so full today. People around me like to play. When will those who are responsible pay? All my words fall on deaf ears. I just have to be cute and sweet and even shed YOUR tears for you so that you all can function and be respected in society. Time passes by and I am still here with not even a cover lover and friend to call my own who will not betray any day. I choose wisely now and choose to just stay away from the people who are not in a hierarchical alignment with me.