Water in Me

It is okay. It is how I see today, naturally. People, positions, and stations change our vantage points and our motivations. It is healthy and it is CRANE coming through you in a Russian way. It is all three: holy, military, and academia merging beautifully. I exist and refuse to be what the corners push me to be. I meet you spontaneously. I have great loyalty. There is no "should have", it is only what is. People walk away when they are just not ready, energetically, thus they would betray eventually. Do you want that actuality? I didn't think so. I am here and you are in vicinity. I see that as a lovely surprise every day it comes to be. Watch the sky as it speaks in tears tonight, and know that I am at a point that breaking me is too much for this igneous rock structure to take.