Sire, I Love Yee

Yes, it is all a little too much, Line Deputy. I created a grand plan where I remain fairly anonymous and under the radar to others and to myself. It hurts for me if the light shines too bright. At that point, I just close the door and start to lead militarily. I am fairly shy, creatively, and with men I am attracted to. It has been easier, in the long run, to have men abuse me, and I move away, than if they went into WORSHIP type of behavior. I need ALPHA males around me who know their own categories of perfection and/ or expertise. I didn't want a family who would treat me like a freaky superstar. I needed normality and to rise, in population, slowly. It does hurt, but the tortures would have been worse if I had received any special attentions from white males who were powerful and sexy. I now have expertise in all populations and I, in cognition, know who I deserve as a mate. That would be an amazing man, with powerful abilities to learn and heal me all by himself. It will be creation of true intimacy. You will, naturally, develop infinity abilities. Time will come to be. Today I sense the crossing of young males in my family with fraternity. Let's see how far they can go. It puts all of the lines of royalty in jeapordy because they are actually related to me. YOU will always be the master who sired me first, and a being no one can see unless you want it to be. I love you definitely. hopegod3