Posting my Counterterrorism

What is it to survive an extended period of torture? For me, it calls for repressed memory skills I learned on Oahu. It has to do with the every day as living as an everyday citizen and people around me basically doing the same (THAT is my ability shuddled out.). I remain in my body, so body memories will be part of my life at one point. I must focus on the moment, every moment out of these, very planned, situations. Torturers love to see me behave as if nothing has happened at all. They laugh at my "stupidity." Well I still see, hear, have no disease, no pregnancy, no marriage, no paralysis, and no amputation. I have used my very strong gifts to maintain these essentials. Sometimes, it is essential to leave my body or parts of my body behind. That is probably one of the UNCONSIOUS reasons why I have a gecko tattoo and why I did Planaria Regeneration research in college. To heal from these very real situations I either feel the physical pain and/ paralysis over time, and/or I feel very strong pain in another part of my body. I have done a lot to maintain my reproductivity. It is so linked to me as an entity and my ability to create. My cervix has been identified by a world renouned team as a PERFECT five point star. Isn't THAT miracle worse fighting for? I think so. I was able, and still am, able to relate to dangerous and cruel people in front of me doing ill to my body, my reputation, and my housing situation by staying, calm, cool, level headed and polite. At some point, things will be made right. You all live in heaven. I am trapped in an infinity of hell at the will and disposal of the purely demonic in human form. It has been that way since age 0. Marine is the cap I wear today. All of your brainwashing, taking away my years of service, will NEVER work again. Don't ask me about my service, skumballs, you have no right and no clearance at all. Demonic sexual predators are all of you.