Da

I know what I know and I see the reality of my being being exactly as it is supposed to be at this moment in time. The more I suffer, the quicker I get out. My weight is really a problem for me. It is so demonic what psychiatry has done to me. I kept my weight off for 5 years and then I was attacked by that system, put on a known torture drug called Risperidal (constant akethesia), and then the weight gain just started and got worse and worse. Well I do believe that there is something holy about my weight and hair loss as well, but I feel like it has taken my dignity. I barely breath in this body because it is so painful. All I know is that these layers of fat hold so much RAGE that there will definitely be reactions in my environment soon enough. I try to find a space to laugh, but instead I must deal with RUSSIA and see my prophecy in THAT population. RAGE is what they want me to be, after constant cordiality. Be a beam. See the sun and BEND the rays. Finding the pressure may release only the police. Let us all stay arrogant ignorant.