Who Has the Key?

 Handling issues of homosexual partners who came out to me when I thought they were straight who became violent in the relationship had been hard for me.  After a four-year relationship I called it off after gastric bypass surgery and then when I directly questioned my ex in front of my roommate, he came out and then went to the Gay 90's that night and found himself to be a "gifted bear."  We never had sex after we broke up.  My story today made for a stressful day after a terrifying maintenance concern that could have toppled the streets, caused explosions everywhere, even the Middle East, and took my beautiful Pharaoh from me.  My family did their same spiel that I will not discuss, but I did directly over here my stepfather whisper to my surprise guest , stepsister in law, that they had a lot to discuss after dinner.  At dinner I caught my stepbrother looking down at my breasts even burying his head in his hand at one point.  I then heard my sister-in-law and my sister cough in that order and then he did it again.  I just took my napkin off of my lap and said I had had enough (meaning of the meal), and I placed all my silver on it.  I took my plate and put it in the sink.  I then proceeded to just say that I needed to get home to Pharaoh.  I had had a psychic feeling about the maintenace concern the about 2 days ago and then I needed to go anyway to mind my dignity that they tromp on constantly, very consciously and deny it to me.  I just have to cope.  So, I walked to Southdale and took the 6 bus, where it is obvious that I was calm, cool, and collected.  I was on film the whole way home.  I then got home, and people had continued the laundry that caused the incident and DID NOT call the management company as they said they would.  I called Xcel about it and let them know we have gas, electric, and a water main about to burst.  She really did not care, but I just said I will stay calm and continued to monitor the situation and continue to hear back from my management company.  I put a sign on the machines that are being illegally accessed without a key as evidenced by the lock being ajar every time I went to monito it.  Management called me and told me pretty much nothing (I did hear him say to someone it the background that I had called Xcel Energy), but said he would come out, and that I could keep the sign.  My call I made publicly to Xcel outside so that the community would be alerted if they were affected.  I was being a good neighbor in a neighborhood where I have no good neighbors and stalkers so severe that there are lookouts on me on corners and in front of the two buildings on both sides.  IS THIS WHAT AARON RODGERS REALLY WANTED?  I think so when I said NO to the man at 2218 Alano and told him to get away from me.  He then stalked me and became so schizophrenic I had to take him in, or I would pay he did say.  I have kept my mouth shut long enough.  So, he is gay, and JJ Watt is too (both admitted to it openly after they had stolen the keys to my HOA and copied them saying there was nothing I could do or they would kill my whole family with the Cuomo crew/ who do I believe they had industry keys and mine too Taylor?), and everyone always knew about you, Brett Fricke.  I did not.  Unitarians why don't you take some responsibility for it all.  YOU ALL CAN TAKE THE FALL because Been Stallings lived in those buildings by the near "apple park" for free with a stolen key from ***** years ago around me.  I did not know that either, but my intuition and dignity saved the day and the recording from my phone are tucked safely away.  The noise from the explosion is heard far away.  I just have to live here and pray that my abilities will save the day for me and my beautiful little kitty Pharaoh.  I just did some Vipasana meditation in silence to really calm down after watching some stressful TV I thought would be funny.  Dr. Jennifer K. Mayer PhD 112