I begin a new day today. I am working a terrain I cannot see, and I whisk away things that are hate to me. I find joy in drop of rain or a breath of air. My sorcery rhyme has a rhythmic poetry that has begun with my deep breathing exercises to enforce a strong Chi and heart. I work in the now and see each moment as a time element and the rhymes as a work to mold the elements around me with the bravery of a sword that cannot be seen or heard by others. Seeing a new path that has neither closeness nor distance brings a sweet melody to my lips and a sureness to my hips as I walk on my way. Today the water was a cloud to me holding me desperately, and yet lightly at the same time, as I slid through in an element of dance inside myself that felt motion memory keys that my muscles needed for their care, evolution, and growth. I picked silence this evening to honor this new way. My cat sighs deeply as I write this. His way is a little more ornamental, and I have disappointed him with this new choice of boundaries towards the ways that are grey. I mark no one and nothing. I just sit with my soul and be bold in the resonance of its light. I use the darkness of the night to write. It blankets me and I see the lucid dreams of my feline beast becoming quite enlivened in his twitching and breath. I put things in a tub to lead away from that which is a way not for me to be in this moment actually. I chose sushi to honor my way and breath tonight and now I sing silently, and write a soliloquy, simultaneously to brighten the atmosphere around me. It is time to be sublime and to earn a place at a table for an elemental state that is not irate. I embrace a new divine ornamental and come into the existence of a light beyond science and within a stratosphere that cannot be explained. Earth is an orb now and it sits precariously in a space that is archaic to even the idea of another space and time. Beings are not even in a spacial or time dimension's mind. There is nothing far blacker than the void and it avoids anything here in this planetary place. I just work to secure my heart for a nature beyond nature. It is a truth that can actually be undeniable. I feel the hooves of the four horsemen horses digging at the ground. I make peace with their existence and love their persistence. I reach out my hand to touch their foreheads and they bow at the arrogance around me, so glad they have found me. Dr. Jennifer K. Mayer 112
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