Man of Mine is a kind presence around me that protects me with his wit and grace without a voice or face. He brings words to the absurd around me. Man of Mine, please protect me as I see a new physiological doctor. Please have him be respectful and kind. Doctors have harmed and tortured me my whole life because I would not be their wife. My knowledge and experience is better and higher. My degrees are too. Their (and their staff's) lies about me harm my reputation and even threaten my life. This practitioner is someone new. Please protect my HIPPA privacy rights. I have opted out of all file sharing. I have the form filled out, and I have even planned an unassuming outfit to just allow me privacy in the matters I discuss. I will wear only chapstick and black eyeliner, and no jewelry. Man of Mine, you know that I am always kind, but they are so very aggressive, untrained, and uneducated with me, that he (and his staff) will say it of me as they all do. I do not go to this man for fun. There is a reason that is well defined that has nothing to do with sexuality. The form I filled out asked the most sexual questions that a doctor's office form has ever asked. It was easy for me. I know that I am straight. I know that I take birth control for pain. I know that I only have sex with men. I know that I have not had any sexual partners in the last year. I also know that I have no diseases that are VD or linked to sexuality through blood. I need him to listen to boundaries, and to be well informed. I am not there for eating issues. I am working on that all on my own with great success. My numbers are all great. I do not want him to intrude on me in that way, but I did have to record that I have had gastric bypass on the form. I believe that the visit will be brief. I will not bring up too much. I was asked my religion by the receptionist when I made the appointment, and I was honest about my main practice which is Buddhism. I will not share that I am a Rinpoche, but I may use some Buddhist thought if he intrudes on my privacy or dignity. He will need to examine me. I only want one other person in the room if he feels another person is necessary, but they must be trustworthy to not share anything about my body or my case. That is fairly hard to do in the field that is my father. He bilks the whole system, and ensures malpractice and file sharing on me illegally, but maybe this time will be different. If the physician's medical knowledge is wrong, I may counter politely. It is not in arrogance; it is because I have been the test subject of the evilest doctors in history. They have lied about their degrees, been from all countries, did illegal tests and procedures on me, tortured me in clinics and hospitals openly, and just plain misdiagnosed on purpose. They were all massive sadists and they loved it and found it hilarious. They think that my immense pain is hilarious. I had to just shut up and take it. I will quietly and politely stand up for myself at this time. Thank you, Man of Mine. Sincerely, Dr. Jennifer K. Mayer 112
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