I am so very glad that I have this forum to discuss my emotions. I have so very few people who actually read, so there is safety in that. I put the message online, and somehow, I feel heard by the universe. It is an action reaction and I love physics. Physics is real. I feel, and I feel deeply. That is why torturers actually love me. I do well under torture. I hold it back under attack, but I do know when to use my voice, and there are moments of breakdown so that I don not manifest permanent injury or disease. The ability to heal, does rest in the ability to feel for real. Demonics do not. Their healing to this point is not real. It is the slavery of God being drawn upon, but I believe that the tables are turning. There will be repercussions in the body and mind for the more than unkind practices of demonic entities which is all of you. So, I endure and stand up for myself very rarely, but if I witness injustice, I do stand up for the injured party quickly. I do it efficiently and effectively with linear documentation. It is societal disease I am preventing and maintaining societal norms. Underneath all of this is the practice of ritualisms. I know the rituals, ritual behaviors, and practices now. My study has been conscious, with much breadth and depth, for 18 years now. I had only been USED in rituals from birth, I did not study that which I knew was dirty until I had degrees, Rinpoche authority, vipassana study (2 courses), and had had gastric bypass surgery, thus all university had seen very illegally inside of me to see how complete and perfect my anatomy is and was. It is as it should be now. Roun Y procedure, open cut, with the removal of my gall bladder on my authority alone is the key to my digestive tree that cures and adjusts my manifestation ability and authority keeping me in as normal a form as possible with no disease at all. These ritualists practice heavy and hostilely around me now. There is a greed need for these "people" to end up on TV. That is a place I do not want to be. I am a private person, and I am a law-abiding citizen, but I am also an underground royal in a major way. It gives me international protection from media intrusion in a big way, especially today. So, I have been having very strong intuitions of late. I sit silent with them, and they are proving to be true. It has increased, as the hate and violence in the city rises. I have taken my life to a new space where I work out at the YWCA swimming almost every day, and I do almost everything else at home. It is actually very active here with Pharaoh in a creative, comedic, and intellectual way. It is nourishing, comforting, and I feel blessed. I have been doing some cheap shopping to push money and support into the economy. I do see my family at least once a week and have phone and email contact with them at times. I am not a hermit, but I do not really wish to be in a hateful space anymore. I have kept the YWCA off the page even in a negative way. I have made a few calls to them around issues, and I did drop by a business card the other day and thanked them for being there. I did say that I do not write about the members and staff which I do not. I do write about my workouts. I did not tell him that. The only administrative there at the time was Mr. Voguel, he is their accountant. He is who I talked to. Mr. Voguel, I am ACCOUNTEMPS. I am a CPA, and my military mission was bringing back to life, and straightening up, Northwest Airlines, and all airlines, through the books of Mesaba Airlines, the three plane Cessna fleet of Northwest. Just to let you know I invented EXCEL in a lab at Hamline University for an Ecology class. I am a pilot as well and would fly for them to the Iron Range for Mesaba at night. I was certified at the Air Force Academy in a special helicopter when I was 3. I had levitation ability at the time and could fly blind with my mind. It is all documented by the U.S. Marine Corps. It was their helicopter. I also do own a Blackhawk Helicopter. I have not flown in a long time. I do not want to go blind. All pilots will fairly soon. It only took me a month and a half, with around the clock work, to clean up that mess all by myself. Like always, I was not made top shelf. I was paid like $10 an hour. Earthlings have always paid me slave wages and child slave labor is not real. Even slavery in The South was a sex play and only existed for a week. It was voodoo while the masters did Wiccan to pick the cotton mystically. It is all demonic, but my work is real. So, at the YMCA, I have noticed that some days the staff does not even want to say hello to me. I just scan my card and walk by quietly. I take the elevator due to my disability. Stairs are very hard on people with spinal stenosis, regardless of the level of fitness. There has been a lot of banging around me of locker doors and of the suit spinner as well. Loud noises do startle and scare me. In this situation, it is Wiccan mistresses practicing major satanism with their rage. I do channel verbally as quiet as I can at times as science, police, and military matters are on high frequency alert around the clock right now, especially since the last football season began. I joined the YWCA in about November and was still going to the YMCA. I now just go to the YWCA out of convenience. For the pool, no appointment necessary, better hours, and it is on the bus line. I have sung aloud a few times there as the endorphins took affect after swimming. It was brief. It was the mix of terror and joy. The place actually terrifies me, but I must work out. The Wiccan and Voodoo practice there is off the charts. The gift of prophecy used by women in the locker room is scary. When I dress after my workout, there is ALWAYS at least one woman in a completely empty locker room who comes in to a SMALL locker RIGHT BY ME where she has almost nothing and she hostilely grabs her things or changes her shoes. Sometimes it will happen twice. It is very hard for me, because I have been molested and raped by so many women, especially in ritual, and even those who were considered professional. I am extremely ashamed of my body, but I must just stay military in mind, be kind, and be quick to just beat the ticking clock and get out of there. I know there are things happening behind the scenes, but I just follow my gut, be cordial, don't rewind, and move straight through so that I do have access to a facility. I know that they want to kick me out, but as a person who is protected under many laws, they cannot afford to and cannot legally. I feel a breakdown today, thus I am putting an incident from yesterday on the page to ensure my entry. My intuition was strong that deceit has occurred in a very illegally complicit way. Just to make it clear, I am on UCARE, through Medical Assistance. They pay for my membership. They used to be Silver Sneakers and now they are OnePass. UCARE, after today, my intuition is that the YWCA will try to say that they do not accept OnePass. Please get on it. It has to do with the complicity all along with the Courage Center, the YMCA, the YWCA, and Hennepin County on keeping me disabled and fat. They can then draw on my ability and keep me living in poverty. So, though I am professional, they all will report complicitly today, but their schizophrenia is becoming active from the collusion intrusion of Wiccan in this vicinity and Voodoo too. The use of satanism gives voice to their choice of evil, but not logic to their brains. So basically, their stories will not match up. You have no idea how weird people are acting in the pool. Weird movements and behaviors, and even freaky lane changes for no reason. Their practice of just plain evil is so very obvious. I won't even call it mystical here. There is a lifeguard who sits in a chair in a weird schedule. Sometimes one is there. Sometimes not. Sometimes they just walk away when a small child is by himself in the pool. There are about 4 different guards I have seen. I don't mean to be mean in any way, but I do not need a guard and I do really like the solitude because sometimes they leave me completely alone in the pool. At other times the members are coming in droves and that was what precipitated the incident yesterday. People won't share lanes. They come and they just wait for their own lane. That is because they are practicing rituals and doing remote sexuality while they work out. I am attacked telepathically a lot by members when I swim. Water is quite the superconductor. Man, it is hostile, but I do not hear telepathy and have never heard voices. That is diseased. Telepathy is actually thought to thought communication. It has no affiliation with sound. If it has sound to it, it is, and can be, distorted and mutated by one's own sick mind or the sick minds of others. I just continue my own work. They try to keep going, but I just keep my own people on "the ship." They are going insane and their ability to swim and to swim as long is being affected. Sometimes people get in right next to me and swim with their head out, sometimes on both sides at the same time. This happens when I do backstroke and I am doing verbal channeling quietly. It is military and they do not have clearance. They will go insane, have pain, and they know it. They do it to call HCMC and say that I am crazy. They are crazy stalkers of me from birth. HCMC cannot talk to them. They cannot even say that they treat me at all. It is against my HIPPA privacy rights and just one offense can send an individual to federal penitentiary for 10 years or more. So, they do it to tell the staff too, TELEPATHICALLY. They then stalk me in community and write complaint forms to the YWCA that are insane. I am in so much pain and they love it. It is a hateful racist place especially against me. This little alien on disability has had it. I am sick of being your horse to kick. So yesterday there was a Chinese mother and her baby in the pool. There was a Vietnamese woman who came in to swim who asked to share a lane and the person said yes. There was then a Chinese man who came in to swim and he asked a very thin man to swim and the man said that he was not a very good swimmer, so he would not share a lane. It appeared very xenophobic to me, and selfish to infinity. I did ask the Asian man what occurred, he tried to laugh it off and I verbalized, in a stern tone, that I was sick of people not sharing lanes. It is selfish and this country is insane. I was also impeded when I tried to get out of the pool. People leave items there, and on the pool deck, that they take to swim with to be cruel. It is dangerous, but those steps are for people like me who have disability or to help families get in and out of the open water lane safely. I then showered, and I was angry, but just breathed my way through it. I got dressed as quick as I could. Three women came in my small space separately. One grabbed a cell phone in her locker. The other grabbed a bag. The last one sat and changed her shoes. I sat silent the whole time and just made sure I followed my dressing and hair procedure, and then put away my things properly as quick as I could. I then went upstairs and called Andrew. He is the General Manager of the YWCA. The desk was effective at patching me through. There was a card the other day for the assistant manager. They gave it to my mother. There was not yesterday. The space in the plastic container with cards was replaced with personal trainer cards. They then said they could connect me to a manager. It ended up being Andrew and his voicemail did just say downtown manager. The other day I researched another matter and found out that he was the general manager. I let him know I have swum both places. I told him that I had had no pool problems downtown, but that there were never very many people there at all. That place is Pagan as hell, both satanism and witchcraft. Now they have brought in the Blair Withc, Shannon Doroty's half-sister who swims for UCLA from L.A. and it will get Wiccan as hell. I have not been back. It scares me there as well, but in a different way. I received an award there once. I was not given a membership or any kind of prize, but I did have the repressed memory today and I should be paralyzed. I shake as I write this. I have only gone there three times to swim since I joined. I had had a membership years ago, but used it rarely and it was before the renovations that scare me. So, in the lounge in front of the staff at Uptown yesterday, I let Andrew know about maybe sending an email out to let swimmers to let them know that they must share lanes if asked and even that they must know how to circle swim to be in lap lanes. I let him know that this man who refused to share the lane was very thin and he could be discriminated against for looking like a very active HIV positive community member. I did not let him know that I have seen a man twice this week who looks actually like a walking skeleton. It is terrifying. I just keep my head down and keep swimming as he swims right by me. If he asked to share my lane, I would say yes. I walk through my fear all the time. I let Andrew know that I drove AIDS patients to their appointments back in the day when no one would. I also let him know that I guarded the AIDS quilt. I did not tell him that it was all volunteer and the AIDS quilt thing was a CIA gig. It was in The Metrodome, and with the filtration system and how a dome is kept inflated, with all the active AIDS patients there, it was very dangerous and the military knew it, but I handled it anyway. It was actually extensive hours that I keep back with my powers so that they powers that be can be racist and evil and it stays behind the scenes. I take their cruelty and brutality 24/ 7 and I don't complain. They are snakes and their poison is their brutality. I stan up like this when absolutely need be. Their stalking and biting of me, just like all of yee, brings about transmutation. That is power, babies. You all act like little babies all the time. Oh well, you are all going to hell. I guess I found my voice today. I will not get derogatory or swear, and if you al do at me or to my face, I will call the police. Both Amelias of MPD and WCCO will find it interesting. Maybe the ACLU will too. There are many nonprofits who can go after you for what you do to people on disability. So, you all can end up on TV, and it won't be complimentary, but my rights will stand, and my club will too. It is nonprofit for a reason, it means we can get rid of all of you. I did let Andrew know how important Asians are to me and how many Asian communities have been around me my whole life. Xenophobia is a crime in Europe now due to the violence it spreads everywhere through both telepathy and tunnel through by that community. You all better care. These brutal beating of Asians by blacks has got to stop. Andrew, I am a cop. There was a lesbian cop in the hot tub with me the whole time I was in there, basically, and she saw how this creepy old man came over and sat so very close to me when the hot tub is huge. That is my life, Andrew. There is so very much I do not say, but your creepy old men quotient goes up every day. One day, after I had been gone for a bit, a creepy old man I did not recognize said, "Where have you been?" I was terrified of the man and his stalking behaviors, but I just used comedy as I did on Oahu and at Pearl. The men stationed there in the seventies on those ships were old and bold molesters of me. That is the basis of YMCA tree. So, I write this to say I had an intuition that Andrew got this message real time. He then went online and found every member in the club at the time. He then contacted all of them. They ALL agreed that they were in the pool and that none of this happened. Well, just so you know, there is a mole from L.A. who was there that day, thus had tunnel through. He is the lifeguard, I saw him for a brief moment on the pool deck in uniform as I swam, and he walked away. He always knows when to do so in a perfectly legitimate way. It is so L.A. and not Pagan in any sense of the word. It is academic. He is Tracee Ellis Ross' illegitimate son. I think I will make him legitimate today. He is HOWARD University and very wealthy. He is undercover there for LA Homicide. It is a whole new crew. They are here to deal with you. He is the African American, is actually a certified lifeguard here and in L.A., and he is on duty all the time around me and knows of my prowess in the ocean, lakes, and the pool. He knows that I am the most militarily trained and practiced wreck SCUBA diver in history, both NAUI and PADI. I have actually clocked the most dangerous and deepest wreck dive in history on Lake Superior on the ship Madira. All the bodies were intact and I mystically covered them with sheets and made a morgue to prevent warlockry on ships there spreading to the cargo ships in Asia with Even human cargo. I snorkel effortlessly too and always guide and guard my crew. I have been a Navy SEAL trainer from birth and sharks adore me at Waikiki and the North Shore. I think you have bit off a little more than you can chew, Andrew, do you want to go for more? Maybe a bus hits YOU today. Will you survive, end up paralyzed here or on the other side? Who will be your stalky bride? I think you live with too much pride. I pride myself on my honesty and now I even have creativity to deal with the monsters that lurk around me as I swim in a nasty place and imagine the sea around me comforting me while I do even Pythagorean geometry. I feel better now. The puffing of my body has been great his week, but I will persevere and believe. It makes the self hate great. It makes the working out feel pointless, but I will not let the forces of darkness win. I fight and ignite my soul. He is beside me. I have no soul, but he does now. My faith is strong, and I will continue to stand up to that which is wrong. Sincerely, Dr. Jennifer K. Mayer
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