Tuesday, June 9, 2020

Many Signs In A Dream

The mist has become the day even though it is sunny.  A former frienamy is arming for me in the battle for my freedoms and human rights.  I think she now knows that I was not put on this Earth to satisfy the sexual avarice of predators.  My life is about teaching and balancing my chaotic environment.  That chaos my way has included way too much sexual abuse and rape.  People will not be honest about it, but I am like a Spring rabbit finally coming out of my hole, publicly.  I will no longer be judged with the sins of others without rebuke. It will mostly be behind the scenes, but that is best.  I had a dream that I went to a thrift store and my departed great aunt Jenn was there with the family of her nephew.  As I tried on sweatshirts, I found $100 cash and then later there were these 3 $25 tokens for cash from the thrift store's register.  I pondered whether I should take it, but my aunt's nephew's wife quietly said, "Take it.," and so I did.  Later I went to a Byerly's Grocery Store (I had formerly wored for the chain after college.) and I was able to enter, but others were not.  I met a man bagging there with beautiful blue eyes.  He was deaf, but he grabbed my hand and he realized that I would go with him after work.  The telepathy was instant so he pushed down my hand that was signing in the alphebetic letters.  When we got to his space he went in the other room and I noticed a doll with my initials J K M on it.  It also had part of my brother's letters.  Before I went with him, the other tellers began trash talking him.  I then knew that he had been reading my writing and did not do the judgement of it that the worst pedophiles and rapists still do.  I knew that there was a freedom in just holding his hand and being in each other's energy.  All of these signs feel like an opening for me in my environment.  People need to start looking at themselves and those they consider to be their leaders.  Times are changing, and I think that Catholics can feel it.  Alexander is so greattoday with the King of Italy standing with a strong sword if needed. He needed a Cherokee warrior to stand up for his rights internationally, and now he has both of us.

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