Monday, September 3, 2018

I Declare Privacy Today

I have lived a life with no privacy to speak of.  The mystical meant that a locked door was not even a locked door.  Though I used restrooms right away, thus I never, ever wore diapers, I was not allowed to wear underwear until I was 3 years old by decree of my almighty Navy doctor father.  It just made his access and authority greater.  Well, "dad', you are the nastiest male child molester in history.  No matter what you do in community, or in person, you cannot make me dirty.  You are diseased.  I now come to a place where I really want my privacy.  I informed my Latin lover from the other night who just showed up this morning and let himself in the front door, that I do not want a relationship and no partnership.  I declared, through this exchange, that I want my privacy, and YES I can choose to not have a relationship or to talk to you about my life.  Yes, something was wrong, you are in my apartment, uninvited, in a morning that I really needed my sleep.  YOU are the problem and I don't feel like discussing how annoying your baby talk is to me at that point.  With the spiritual aspects of tunnel through and the nasty white women Wiccan around me constantly, I have not had the right to say no.  Well, I say a big no today and I wish to just write in this journal that no one reads rather than talk to a man without boundaries.  Dad, you can't use him or his community.  They now understand a lot and I think that he will be a good source of management for police.  The emergency sirens have been running around me all day, but I am here working and planning my week to get all I need to done.  So, WCCO, I am coming to "Pulling Together" with my very royal mother.  Please just let us be community members and I will give a heads up to your crew if your drone decides to fly free and go to land with the planes at the airport.  OOPs, I guess I watched the new "Blade Runner" last night with "Phantom Thread."  There was a disruption in both movies and the disc did not freeze, the people, in serious conversations did.  PCP tunneled through my brainstem causes this around me.  We did have a total freeze on Waikiki one day when I was 2 and the military issued an overdose dose of PCP to just see what would be.  It was a catastrophe.  Giraffes were in charge for a moment with nasty Wiccan, but that has passed.  They can still use the freeze for their own PROTECTION.

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