Just For Today

I went to karaoke last night.  It was okay.  I am staying pretty quiet today.  I have little to say today.  Birds are even absent from my view.  I am having a hard time with just having hope about the future, but having only a small amount of feeling like my dreams will come to be.  I feel cast away, and out on my own.  I do have contact with my family, but I feel like they are unaware of the spiritual realities around me.  I feel energetically pretty beat up today.  I look to my new God today to watch over me.