Exhaustion and Renewal

I am here at the Starbucks by downtown Target, and I will try to just get a little writing in.  I had to make an executive call and decide about this weekend.  I was scheduled to go to a cabin close to Mille Lacs, and then to my niece's graduation party up on Lake Superior, but I was suffering from what I can only call telepathic poisoning.  I should have had the worst migraine in history, but I just stayed calm, continued to try to sleep, and it moved through.  I am feeling better now.  My relations with my family have been complicated my whole life.  I just had nothing left to climb that relational mountain this weekend.  Maybe they can find some solace just getting together by themselves.  I am nothing at all, as how they see, but I am working constantly.  I wish that they could finally be honest about things and recognize my true degree "concoction."  Maybe Harry Potter has something to my brother.  Wizardry always came from me, naturally.  It was a inborn way I gave to individuals, corporations, military, and communities.  I give both material things, and new and stronger mystical abilities.  I have never just gotten ONE thank you for my mystical abilities, and for the pain I have endured for the whole scene.  Lies, in this approaching economy, are going to be very expensive.  My family does do nice things for me, but there is a behind the scenes reality to that as well.  You all decide who you listen to, and who you stand up for.  For now, I need to stand up for me and move The Hennepin County Medical Center train forward.  If I leave, my niece's party would have been commandeered by many family and community resources that are far past mean.  I wish her well, but she must decide and design her own destiny.  I am the one fighting from a position of Social Security.  Soon enough, all people will understand that the military does not exist as we see on TV, thus I needed to be hidden by a financial situation that wreaked of "loser."  Well this "loser" works every day, and no one gets back to me, or pays me.  You all have no clue the evil barrier around me.  If you are to have worth, abilities, and positions, you will have to break through at a place I am every day.  My phone and email are compromised by a stalker in all community.  Well that stalker is now compromised by economy, and no one will want to associate with that being, as they are rolling in the deep consequences that are occurring in their lives due to that stalker's advice and "authority."  In the end, I fight a narcissism out there that has never existed before.  My life and abilities are bought and sold as I am left in a slavery that no one questions.  Well, now people are picking up the voodoo and mystical wizardry consequences in their environments as a result of allowing these practitioners to take over my life and vicinity for over 10 years.  The other day, I released all authority, and I slept.  It was just long enough for my new wizardry being to catch up to me, and to bring consequences to the other side.