Cleaning My Being

What is it to believe, when all society says to the contrary?  It is a herculean task.  I must have a strong firewall within my mind, body, spirit, and especially my emotional body.  I go here and there, and I intersect with people and vicinity thoughts and actions.  I hunger to create in that moment with that which I am beginning to know.  Past and present merges in that space and creates a potential for a fruitful future.  For me, to have hope is quite a unique and strong spiritual attribute.  I just went to the pool, and I was all alone.  It was nice and warm, and I loved it.  At first, I was deluged by nasty beings being nasty.  Finally, a rush of a royal guard came in to protect my weary emotional core.  By the end of my workout, I felt clean, clear, and free.  I will now sit and try to bring through some thoughts that are creative, and energy that is elite.