The Character of Peter and Christ

When I changed my spiritual path so greatly to include the idea of destiny in my reality, I began to see significant past life authorities around me. I coined the term IMAGINAL REALM referring to the spiritual realm. I then could see things like characters in a play and it did not necessarily have to be reality, thus I was no longer afraid of being "wrong." I also was able to usurp the authority of negativity in my day to day. I then became Buddhist in how I did see. I was nothing at all, thus not good, or bad. I also could play instead of people verbalizing that I was arrogant every day. So I came to believe, early on, that people actually looked exactly like themselves now as in past lives. I also believed that they had the same beliefs and ways of action as in the past lives. It began to flesh out the characters in an example like The Bible. Photographs and stories that we see as "true history" became a product of the lying tongue of the devil or a greater deceit of all humans against God in the Grand Planning in the "sky". So today I will say that I believe that my brother, Peter, was St. Peter and he began The Catholic Church. In this life, he started as a preacher's kid and became Catholic in marriage. I believe in his past life he was actually the son of a very active rabbi. I ran upon a man in Indiana, named Jeff, who I saw as the spiritual character of The Archangel Azrael, the angel of death. I then enhanced the character and labeled him Jesus Christ. I will not go too far into these men's privacy zones, but I will say that Peter and Jesus really were, and are, very different people. They do not merge well. Both were unscrupulous in ways, but both almighty at different times with different energies. Peter was light. The energy of creation. Jesus was darkness. The energy of deconstruction. To equalize their lives and energies, they need different approaches to beings in their vicinity. It is time for Peter to look at people around him as energetically lesser, thus succubuses on him at times. Maybe times in contemplation, by himself, may bring some peace, and keep weight off and illness away. Jesus needs to look ONLY up. It is time for him to contemplate his relationship with God or a Supreme Being who FEEDS him energetically. Artistry or expression creatively surrounding this relationship may have the same balancing of energy affects on him. It may also relieve anxiety without only chemical use and agitated sexuality.