Hawks So Close to Me

I stepped out onto the stoop at sunset and a warm breeze moved through. It was beautiful in a way I cannot describe. Calming serenity filled my chest, and I knew that I would do my best every day. That is what I do. My dreams contained strange actors and musicians around me questioning me. I think that I am in a time of transition, a time before I can rise. Who knew what I would do in Muncie, IN, before I was there? What surrounds me moves through me and gifts abound in unity with another, and now with a community. Gays are coming on board in a mostly positive way. So much water under the bridge. I do not forgive, I live in a constant state of forgetting. It is the way I can stay kind and blind and work with those who have damned me time and time again. I need to meter my contact and keep conversations brief. Maybe the HAWKS will watch over me and notify the police if someone or some organization/ community is getting nasty and dangerous towards me. As I write that, the song playing played the words, "I will look after you."