Phoenix Fly Free

My vision of many worlds lived is now becoming clear. All of these spells, incantations, curses, and hexes used on me as I just try to live a normal existence are now very apparent. If I do not uncover the past, people keep using mysticisms against me in the present and I have a desinagrating memory and body. Terror is a part of my every day. I must just keep moving forward. You are not me so you cannot see how horrific it is and has been. My nightmares alone should have made me buggy batty insane. It is time for all of you to be psychiatricly tortured as well. Maybe Freeman has the paperwork done already. Coming my way and labeling me with your poison was never a good idea, but especially after I described that I am the mirror that can dispel that there is any goodness inside of you at all. Using rituals means that you are EVIL. Taking what you can get from a blind child in hell is exponential evil as well. Maybe going against me while my nuclear family is near has been a mistake as well. Too much can happen if I walk away again. If they betray me and lie again, they will never see me again. Guys, just as hell being a prophecy for all beings on the planet, love is too. I have lived in hell the whole time, and you all have done so much to sever my connections with everyone. I deal with being loving to the person in front of me, but I have no loving relationships in my life. Control is what you all want and "need." Let this butterfly fly free PLEASE. The phoenix within will be in all the flames that enter inside of me for 500 years straight.