SHANGRALA

I have been really ill for a week. It is primarily a cough, but there is a lot of weakness and body aches as well. I am going to a doctor on Monday. It has been hard to be nailed down in my apartment for that time. I did go to Adelita's last night, and I was able to sing. I sang: "Turn the Page," "Both Sides Now," and "Hey Jude." People really liked "Hey Jude." Two guys stepped beside me and sang along. It was so sweet. I had a very encrypted dream the other night. I was in the lower bunk of a bunk bed in my Shoreview, MN, residence from childhood, and I felt something scratching into my arms. It ended being a huge OWL. They stand for DECEPTION in Native American Totem symbolism. I called out for Colleed saying that his sister (a made up sister), Mariah, was in vicinity and I told her that her evil will no longer be tolerated. I could barely speak. I called out for HELP from my parents (my mom and stepfather, Larry). They couldn't hear me. I got a strong hold of the owl to take him out the deck doors. I then met all of these strange beings in the living room and dining room and they told me that it was SHANGRALA. They told me that the owl was Mariah's pet. At that moment the owl magically popped into two smaller owls. The beings then began feeding on me in different ways. A demonic statue of my serious boyfriend, Matt, from high school appeared. It morphed into a darker figure and tried to touch me. At that point, I awoke and I severely missed my friend Colleed.