Jesus Was Born

So sometimes I just sit and think about things in history with the reality of ritualistic and/ or energetic "gifts" and I realine what reality would be. I am thinking about how really Jewish Mother Mary was. She had a birth planned by predestination and the stars, and she planned such scarcity. First of all, I don't believe that Mary kept her legs shut much at all. I think that Joseph's BROTHER actually fathered Jesus. He was a carpenter, like Joseph, and traveled to India with Jesus during Jesus's late teens and early twenties. They just partied there on LSD and PCP with some P-O-T. When the "scene" was framed for all LSD society of her pregnancy and birth, they actually could have had anything they needed. Oh yeah, like Mother Mary did not have royalty gifts back in those days. As she was watched, she could have been REGAL and had a beautiful white steed to carry her into the capital city and had Jesus on the capital steps with all to see Jesus's shock an awe lightning ability. Instead she chose the view of poverty. What kind of witch chooses to travel that distance, under that political strain, 9 months pregnancy ON A DONKEY? Well that would be a Jew witch which she always was thus Jesus knew to NEVER do any writing. She never owned him, officially, but Jesus never knew that. All he wanted was to get away from the evil that she was but she came through EVERYONE, especially prostitutes, because she was one, and so Jesus found a crew to block while he strangled ever prostitute, actually, and through tunnel through, in the vicinity. I guess I am just tired of the B.S. component of the Bible and Biblical "history". The disciples wrote their books about Jesus TO BE CRUEL, twisting his words and actions. He is an ATHEIST today.