Being Part Of Coffee Hubbub

I am a bit removed from it all. I have a challenging meeting tomorrow. I need to just stay calm and keep my heart rate down. The illusions are falling by the wayside and people are coming into view. I am missing in an interstitial space somewhere by Pluto. Seeing the lights and hearing the bells has me backed away from all of the complicated realities for hours during the day. Here at Caribou, I find a crowd celebrating the season in significant numbers. I try to listen for Santa's sleigh, but it seems so far away. I try to keep my spirits up, but the time I spend in the land of the living leaves me dull and feeling quite imprisoned. I wish I had more to say and ways to interject against the negativity in vicinity. I am here. That is all I can claim today.