It Is Not Easy Being a PEACOCK Today

My parents are home from Europe, and they came to switch out my computer. It is too diseased to continue. This one is a bit slow getting on the internet, but it is steady. I feel a lack of connection today. I have very little to say. I am drinking mint tea instead of coffee today. I saw a report the other day that this woman had adopted some peacocks from The Minnesota Zoo. The male peacock has decided to stroll around the community. The pea hen is very distressed. Well she should not have told him that he was worthless and they would soon make hats out of his beautiful tail. This is not normal behavior so I just found it interesting and funny. I am just feeling awful about myself today. There is no mind space I can go to to find harmony. Orchestra Hall is across the street. Maybe I would find it there. My vulnerability makes this world a painful place to be. My heart aches with the thunder of the world's reaction to an inner me that is falsely perceived and misunderstood.