Big, Fat, and Ugly

They do what they want to. I never believed I was worthy. Never attractive to me or my mind's eye. Today Quayle and Starling entities attack me and send a BARRAGE of, "She's so fat." I can not find beauty in this space and reality. I have now started staying in and becoming afraid of all the judgement that abounds around me. I now know that it is satanistic renderings that keep this a reality on my plate. When I was held, illegally, in Marion County jail (Indianapolis), I was starved to a point of size 4. I almost looked male in my face. My coloring was pale and my cheeks were a bit hallow. If I had maintained that weight, I would have brittle bones today. I do not say this to have people feel sorry for me. I say it so that, one day, MY PEOPLE, will feel RAGE at ALL of you and what you ritualistically, and materially do to me. I feel terrified to talk to a sex crimes sgt. this week. No one ever does anything, and then they look at me like I OVER REPORT. NOTHING is further from the truth. You ALL will get to know this reality soon enough. I guess I don't matter at all, but I will continue to fight to find the people who are right to be in a heavenly space with me. Military DOES NOT exist. They say the crap, GENERAL ON CONAN, about weight to constantly say that I am, and have never, served in the military. Well THAT is something that THIS current U.S. MARINE has fought since Pearl Harbor. You all can't take that from me. You all will always be fallacy unless you now back me NOW into eternity.