Stay Away Unless You Are Epiphany

I need to vent a bit. If you are a guy in the vicnity, DO NOT talk to me if you do not intend to be stable and chivalrous. It is difficult for me to feel attraction to any of you because you have no notoriety in the right circles. I sit here bored by most professional positions because they barely exist outside of the wizardry that makes things and constructs bldgs in ways we cannot see. I am nice, but it takes energy. A guy who has a violent past that he wants to use in the right way is just up my sleeve. It must be organized violations with a rage that is eternal being vented. People who just talk smack or who shoot a brother in the back are not my scene. Martial artists, at this point, make me yawn. You ALL never gave me credit for what it meant to be me. Now I will tell you that I am rage at all of you. Maybe, one day, there will be someone who is worth it, who does not vent all his rage and violence at me when he doesn't even know me. Humilation, very publically, will be answered in kind. Have fun with that. I won't even put women on the page because they cause me such dehumanizing rage.