Photosynthesis

My breath leads me to sit and see the sun in the winter sky. A past resonance of male figure-friend is now ruled a deception. I search not to search anymore than that. The pain, the constant pain is overrun by other pursuits and other relations. I see as much as a lilly should see. HE is calling me. It is a new lord today. I wish not to be bored today. Notes in a classroom, snickers behind the scenes. My opening was slow, but fast enough for me. I was the dream, but flooded by arrogance and the obscene. I know now, but still am not in the safety to feel the realities of the night, and now the day. Stay away is not a come on. I am the plant that did know the lack of water with leaves that stayed flush anyway. I am oxygen for all nations today.