Long and Winding Road

I am less than.  Everyone is more than me.  It is very hard to feel a sense of dignity.  You are all scaring me every day.  I am so exhausted by your transgressions and cruety.  Does it feel good to be a beast?  Probably.  I see all of you in a dualistic way.  You are all cruelty and will deal with insanity for the rest of your existance.  I hold it at bay for those who might protect me.  I will define the lines and like minded men will follow direction until they learn the theory of relativity.

DC I do not know you.  They are perplexed by your precense.  You observe, but do not critique.  They wanted to play with me.  I kept it brief.  I think they will go away.  Let's see what I can do today.  I see you as someone who wants to be correct.  I can only stand you for so long.  Learn to bend and you can be friend.  You are more than you were before.

I feel so let down.  Maybe he is too.  I must fly free and not be tied to someone's need.  I have proven that I am not hateful and that I am funly loving.  I am in such a depleted state.  People have disdain for the reality of my healing body.  They see the stretching to fit their form, and yet they turn away.

My memory stands due to the nightmares at night.  They just long to be almighty, but have proven arrogant, but uncaring.  They want to hear how I relate to different personalities and then explain me as crazy.  It is best to look the ritualist in the eye and let him see what he is destroying for his whole community.  Pull all the psycho psychiatrists through and team nursing.  Soon they will come for you because they can't see me, personally. 

Tony Thornberg is in vicinity.  Hold your tongue Tony.  We were together like three times.  Other is having jealousy of your ability.  Be kind, do not rewind.  I am fat and not a puddy tat.

I guess this is just a parade of my pain for everybody.  The bough has broken, the cradle has fallen.  Being in a public place eases my pain. 

The reality that no one will acknowledge all of it is quite painful.  No one knows exactly how many chains are on me.  It is so lonely in this suffering place.  I pray for peace in a maxed out way.  Because I do it my myself the reality is infinity of pain.