I got myself to AA and now I sit post-meal trying to pull through my imaginal mind. It is one of those days that I don't know what to say.
AA was a whole squadron attacking me. When I left I could barely see and barely walk. They all sit so self satisfied knowing their abilities pummeled me. I probably wouldn't even be writing this if I hadn't left 15 minutes early. I have to just numb myself and move forward. I have to just BELIEVE that one day I will be both immune and protected from those who get off on harming me.
Last night I had to get downstairs for a while after I went to sleep. This has been happening for about a week. I shock awake and keep starling until I do so. About an hour after that, one of my roommates went into the hall and then stood outside my door for about 30 seconds. I heard her creeking the floor. She did not use the bathroom. It terrified me so bad. I feel intense hostility from the three of them. I am starting to fear that they may become psychotic and violent to me. I just put this out there to pray for protection from somewhere. I never exaggerate. Lunacy, like in Muncie YWCA, is quite a possibility. It took like 5 Muncie Police to get me out of there when they all went after me. It happened in the Marion County Jail as well. It happened at Pathways in Anderson as well. Women are more violent than men, actually. They just do most of it telepathically. This is a disease. They are rabid beasts who need to be destroyed. Just know, in vicinity they can hear your telepathy. If they verbalize this to police (an officer's telepathy), they need to be shot on the spot.
Just know that I have been there. The grand plan has given lifetimes of chances to women. They have proven around me that they can't be trusted personally or professional. I am female, but my anatomy is different from anyone on earth. I am not like these diseased entities. Let's win this battle together.
In the mean time I will fight with printed words and be peaceful around all persons in my vicinity.
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