Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Standing in the Doorway

My mind and body have been flush with the pains of deadly appetites.  I will try not to speakin code, but spirit is knocking at my door and I am afraid to communicate its presence.  I can allow this now that I have found a professional I can talk to.  Without spiritual reality I am an amputee.  I close myself off because the pain is too much.  I cannot speak of it after all of my struggles with outside systems.  I cannot protect myself from pain if I do not gently allow this limb to reattach.

There are things I sense and if I do not acknowledge them, I will remain stuck dangling from a tree, clueless of how to gain my freedom.  I need to not venture too far.  I must rest in the river and see where it takes me.  I will pray for truth and for the strength to set myself free.

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