I watch Netflix royal shows now that it streams on my TV. Maybe to the outside world it seems that I may never be able to take on the aspect of holy goddess that is brought to the forefront when one is anointed, publicly. All of the degredations, tortures, humiliations, and pain does lead one to think that I would never be able to be queen, Kaiser, csar, and empress. I am all and nothing at the same time. I am the universal being who learns and evolves from all types of poisons and hateful rituals. I turn the savage into sleek and cleanly powerful. Tomorrow I try to skip a rock on the pristine lake. As long as I stay silent, there is always the possibility that hateful words will not come from a king. I look for a suiter who can find a space of privacy where we can create and be equals. I want no heirs, just valiant creations, and the decomposition of all disease. Know now that I have a 28 page document from the United States State Department that opens up the world for me. I am growing weary of having to be the courageous one. There is only silence. My heart cannot take the thunder, but the lightening is welcome. There is a rock, and I wish to let it feel the gravity and start to roll itself down the hill. I do compartmentalize well. I do work infinity hard, even if others do not see. My acquisitions are not in this land. Maybe I just say they are in heaven as I must live like J.K. Rowling, a sorceress on public assistance as she wove the web of Hogwarts, and its own society. In turn, I shall never be left penniless again, and my money will be my own. My weddings will be for love, and the men will have their private or public pursuits without being tied to a material realm being. My Line Deputy from Marion County, IN, is the starman who will make me an empress of the galaxy and any other worlds beyond that and always be in my vicinity.
No comments:
Post a Comment