Monday, August 24, 2020

The Constant New In Me

 I am here under the tree and I see an eye staring out from it's bark at me as I sleep.  I now know that I am going through an empathic healing connection with a familiar who has endured a head injury from a young age.  I am showing more signs every day.  I will not discuss further at this time.  I chose this instead of a shaming disease from where the Grand Plan was created.  I just endure so that we can know each other and not be afraid.  I can pull it through quicker before it hits all world community.  Man behind the counter who cannot spell my name properly, I can see that you cannot read.  You jumped up to the register so that we could eat today.  There is a deaf and mute being, and a telepathically and actual dyslexic, coming through.  It is not a spell, but it gives you eyes to see the realities around me, you, and team hockey too.  I had to be the professional for football notoriety.  During season, I endure their concussions, especially Tom Brady.  I do a good job of pushing myself, but today I almost got lost in the lightbulb section of Target.  All is well.  I took a few minutes and then dealt with the technical industry and key.  I have gotten online and I write.  I will move forward, but I did have a neurologist diagnose this blunt force trauma from a young age with an EEG.  The doctor yelled so I did stay awake.  No fugue state that day.  Now I put the pieces together.  I am this challenged and I keep going, maybe all of you can cut me some slack.  You scream like I should be "normal" as if I can't have a reaction when I endure an injury or abuse from you.  This circle is so sick.  I have been so spiritual and responsible in reaction.  I really keep it so well behind the tartan plaid curtain in this puppet show.

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