Preparation

I feel like conversations are happening behind the scenes today.  Please be compassionate, and thirst to know for understanding, not to invade my privacy or to answer a sick obsession.  I am not a freak show here for all of you.  I work hard to make sure that you all do not feel like freaks.  I had a vision of sexual horror last night.  It had to do with The Vegas Strip.  I am now in a shadow for that community.  It brings me safety.  Finally, people are beginning to understand that I do not want to be on TV.  I just want to be with my people, whoever they are in the end.  I see through the veils and the reality of the monsters around us are so much worse than you all know.  It will become apparent soon enough.  I think that Brett Favre has eyes to see through the brutality to a plan for The NFL that I can enjoy and relax in.  Working with the Colts years ago was terrifying, and now I still have that same fear underneath when I deal with big sporting events.  I would like to enjoy the NCAA Final Four, but I will just have to pay attention to my level of fear and anxiety.  I can just watch it on TV instead.  Maybe people retired just in time.  They can now concentrate on a new world order that will acknowledge the realities of populations and world community.  I should stop there for now.