Me and a Tree

I am living in an absurd reality of all of it.  I should be knockers and knockers off my rocker.  My life began on a tiny island where my biological father, known to me as my grandfather, was locked in my closet with a Wiccan spell, thus not killing everyone in the known vicinity and some overseas.  It was the reality of all the Third Reich tunnel through and astral travel from his position as the top World General ever conceived from WWII.  In his Nazi vampiric reality he woke in the night and spouted off the loony to infinity.  I learned to yell back at him with authority out of fatigue, very quickly, and he would practice silence for two hours and begin again.  Even after conception, I learned to accept a life with very little sleep that I had to constantly create and check facts with a tree.  It was actually Dick Cheney tunneled through, but he was terrified of my grandfather and really of my whole family.  People think that they can write about this Ganesha with power and authority.  NONE OF YOU know me.  You are just putting your own delusion and deviant predilections on the page.  It is a perfect science around me.  After all these years of your lies, I stand tall and never free.  Paranoia is going to set in and you all will not know when and where the ax will fall, or when your next meal will be.  Punishment phase will be a plethora of degradational approaches, and you all will learn SHAME.  At a certain time, you will develop and shame and terror combination that cannot be escaped or dealt with by logical techniques.  At a certain point, I believe that I will be taken away from society and kept safe and comfortable.  I believe that it will be in this lifetime, but if it is after death, I can accept that too.  I conceive these things easily, and soon, all of you will have to wrestle with the realities of constant change, and not for the better.  The God squad will stay with me as hell manifests for all communities in a circular manner.  Watch and see the light fade away from my favorite tree.  Even flora and fauna realities will be terrifying.