I Will Be Okay

I am at Starbucks just finding my grounding and center. I am listening to music. As I rode the bus here I found that my cell phone, that my parents pay for, was shut off. I look within and I know that there is a blessing there. I will go to probably MetroPCS and get an account. It is just time. My parents are people who are going to have to deal with their issues all on their own. I have finally found an ACTUAL expert at counseling and I think he will really understand the whole system now. He is very solid and stable. I am deciding that the bubble burst and I am choosing to stop drinking alcohol. I now know that my roommate situation has taken a bigger toll on me then I was allowing myself to be conscious of. I will talk to Jaylin on Tuesday (we have a set appointment) about changing roommates. The extra money will make it very easy to pay for my cell bill. I will not lash out in anger, I choose to just walk away because I have faith that there are some angels in the architecture who are working on my behalf. I believe that the happenings of the other night brought about an awakening. People see what is really there and when and where they were caught and used by evil. People can deny what is happening with my Kundahlini, but I feel like people are starting to SEE a difference in me. My counselor is the first one in the system to NOT make me a carnival act because of the types of abuse I have endured and kept quiet what seems like for centuries. I just want to put a grateful HELLO to Officer Christopher Dunlop of Carmel (IN) Police Department.