The Care of Fire

Yesterday I saw a fire medic at Starbucks. He was here alone, in uniform, driving his personal vehicle. That is not usually how they "roll." They are always together and in their work vehicle. His spirit came through and told me that they were treating me remotely. He has stayed with me from yesterday at around 8 am until right now. He explained that I had a very traumatic heart injury thrust upon me at birth and it is still affecting my valve system. He had very specific instructions. I spent the whole time in bed. He said that I am on the verge of collapsing from exhaustion. He told me that I could call them yesterday here at Starbucks. He begged me a bit to call. I told him that I could not. That is when he dedicated himself to this remote treatment. I am really feeling what is happening. He said that my body is going through some regeneration and the problem should be fixed in a few weeks. I will just keep going and also resting until then. He was just so caring I was able to drop my guard and feel the pain in its true form. I have been not breathing correctly. I haven't been sleeping. I am having difficulty eating. I just get sick so quickly. I don't trust this world of doctors and nurses. I remember that I was unconscious in an Indianpolis, IN, hospital and a man took a scalple and cut my arm for no reason. I woke up as he was doing it and passed out again. When I woke up it was bandaged. There has never been honesty in my care. No one tells me what is really happening and they do not report the injuries that are evidence of my very severe abuse and torture. Well "Dad", I guess you have won all along, but you NEVER had FIRE and they are rising into the realm of artistry and astrophysicists today. Their medicine is REAL. I trust their assessment. It is a compliment that they just want me to take a night in a hospital so that they can look after me and stabilize things. Where are you going to take out your MONSTER urges out on today? I think that those people and animals will give you INSTANT consequences.