Living Out Whale Totem

I will not stay lost in the land of fear, rage, and deceit. Instead I search for light and truth and the nature of nature. What is gorilla without teeth? A great ape who needs to no longer be a being. We need to know when to say no to that which impedes our growth and expansion. Creativity can be caustic, but I work with the passion of WHALE TOTEM. My mother bought me the necklace on her journeys in Alaska. It is record keeper, but it is also finding a new a vital way to use one's creative forces and abilities. If you hate the way I work, you are counter whale, and I do not want you in my tribe. I work hard to keep the purity of thought that is consistent and clean. New ties and balances give my day to day view shows that I go deep in the water to again find a crystal clear surface. I like to write about my observances of telepathic breath and thought having to do with my whale encounters with men. They are my muse in that moment, and it is a way to act on my heterosexuality when I am not in a formal relationship. Delusion means that you have a misplaced belief or arrogance about a subject or relation to another being. My observations are just whale showing his ability to hold his breath. I have a massive null and void thought stream about my attractiveness and/ or worthiness for a mate. In this land, in this weblog, I can play as if someone cares or does have attractiveness or heat with me. Maybe one day it will come to be, but for now I must fight back the forces of counter whale and evil so that I can write on the internet with little intrusion every day. For those who find themselves actually or figuratively in these pages, thanks for playing.