Coming to be in MY OWN UNITY

The puppy plays in my mind as I rewind to WAGGLES from Shoreview. Pregnant with 8 puppies, she got stuck in the garage door. Two died, but she and the rest survived. Blame me tv was every day in that nation. I guess dogs forgive me today and we can move on our way to a healed condition. My skull is so sensitive, the sound hurts. Fly free while you are drowning is my story. All around just step aside and pretend that there is nothing happening to me as they impale me with a stake. How do you talk about these ACTUAL mystical realities that you survive seemingly unscarred? I move the pain, memory, and scars/ injuries to another axis and felt it constantly. It is BRILLIANT Apocolyptic warfare that HAS been covered by insurance (Medicare and Medicaid). At times the pain surges and at times I am seemingly unconscious and paralyzed. You all look in knowing these injuries and attacks are reality and laugh at my lack of memory. Well taking a chef blade straight through my 2nd chakra and being thrown off a balcony, and then running to a fast food restaraunt where police beat and kick your body in one plane for 3 weeks while you are tortured, with others, in a lockdown in this reality, is quite a feat. I AM complete. If you cannot deal with it, get out of the "industry."