Age of Man

I have always been a being who notices everything about social acceptability. When I was a kid, I hung out with kids my same age or a year older. Sometimes we would round up my brother's friends too for a game of capture the flag or kick the can. I did not date until midway through my freshman year in high school. I dated a swimmer for a few months and we held hands. He was one year older. I liked that. I then dated a guy after him who swam and did triathalon team with me. He was my first kiss. I was 15 years old. He was 16. There was one steady a year older a year later, who was uncomfortable for me, but he played hockey, so I thought that he must be ok somehow. I then dated the man I lost my virginity to. He was 18, and I was 17. Next I went the other way. He was 17 and I was 18. So the swell went mostly down in age after that. Now I see that many parts of me become the analogy of what I need to be even in my current vicinity. It is evidence of lack of safety of the people here, not a deviation in my internal core. I know much more than I say. I wish that a lot more people would stay away. Even my handshake gets a little less today. Tick tock to betray. I think I hit the bean who now understands that you guys are really delusional with me, sexually. It is hard to put that in print because you are all hostile and the woman are worse and assume to delusionally know me on a personal level, especailly since Munice. Whatever is coming up right now, the realization of the delusion is no longer an illusion for a few of the ducks in the pond. I sit low, with no opportunity, but I will form my own degree, and program anyway. I will manage Harvard, while shutting down the lines and lies of Hamline University today by just saying that all levels are reviewing, and saying, she gave us space and place. She faught, and didn't complain, or make it personal again and again. They all did, and now we will never be KIDS again. We hate you AA, and any association she has ever been a part of or employed by. It means that you were all the worst sexual offenders on the planet at the time. Just know that plenty of people, including police, are monitoring this IRTS situation. Just remember that you are the predators and stay away from her door at night. She knows not who fights through her fingertips right now, but she believes, to a degree, that it is reality, thus she survives another vicious day.