A Clear Statement of Purpose

On my walk this morning, I took deep breaths of fresh cool air in my lungs and enjoyed the still darkened state.  I was awoken by my cat earlier than the sun and it was refreshing to walk for a bit in the temperate summer air.  We have had it unlike was predicted and I am so very appreciative to the moon and stars for that reality.  I work alone for a reason now.  I see my life path differently.  It matters not what I do for all of you, thus I pray you can just forget me now.  I am very purposeful in my advanced studies, and I choose to just be with my cat and acquire my resources when necessary.  On Oahu, as a child right away, I asked to never be touched.  I was then labeled gay, but my birth certificate is the only one in history that has no military and legal mystery.  I am labeled as heterosexual from birth and can face the death penalty if proven otherwise, but that is what I am.  Just deal with it, people.  Autism was then made up later to say I was retarded in not wanting to have the touch of the diseased on me which is what you all wished for me.  I said I would work in community as an M.D. with those with disease, but I wanted no sexuality or reality of relationship.  You all still report lies about me, and will not release me from your absurdity.  I do not wish ill on you, but I wish you to stay away from me.  I will just work intellectually and effectually, and you will all lie about my degrees and my history, and it is a mystery to no one, internationally.  Please stop taking pictures of me publicly and yelling threats, swear words, and derogatory statements directly at me.  Please stop talking about me with direct threat of harm on the bus.  Even with my headphones on, I can hear you.  Kepp your diseased lies and ill sexual proclivities to yourselves.  I am just working a grand plan mission here to encapsulate evil and now it is my belief that I will go to a space and just be light, not a personality at all.  I will no longer have to feel the torture, immense degradation, shame, fear, and immense pain that you all treasure so very much.  I know you all do not care at all, so do not try to fake it anymore.  Just pretend I do not exist at all.  I will state for the record that I am very consciously feeling progress and hope in a different kind of way while the world continues to be very vile and violent every day.  Dr. Jennifer K. Mayer 112 Head of the AMA